Recent content by JTParamedic

I honestly feel a bit better with what you said. Thanks for your candor. I’m not forcing it, I’m just letting in come to me right now. I honestly feel the best that I have in years right now. I’m opening up to close people about my past trauma and I’m moving forward with my life.

I probably would have given you Ketamine opposed to morphine if you had broken bones, because of the possibility of hemodynamic compromise associated with trauma and possible blood loss.. But I’m just being a nerd :) I really love my job. It brings out the best in me, even in the worst of...

I get it, I need counseling.

Thanks to all who replied. I will consider counseling; it’s probably a good idea given what I do. In terms of my detachment to people in my job; I’ve seen other horrible things in my very short time in my field. I typically feel nothing, as bad as that sounds. This one event is the only thing...

I’m questioning my sanity, because I’m questioning what I’ve always held to be empirically true. Weird loop of logic right? How can I be mad at myself for having doubts? I guess that’s how I taught myself to think. I’ve been an atheist for almost ten years, with the exception of a moment of me...