Namaste all,
@ Dream - more than an inch
my hold is being sold and i shall have to find a new place to live. at this point i can't decide if i should try to live in my car or find a very inexpensive place to live...though there really aren't that many of those in the state that i live in now.
@ Seattlegal - thank you very much, i need all the positive energy that the universe can spare.
@ Snoopy - for you as well my friend. i'll keep in touch as i'm able.
@ Nick - it seems like you are spot on. perhaps that portends something positive in my next arising though, i confess, that this is a very bitter pill to swallow. i've likened it to a Buddhist pop quiz to try to lighten the heavy load that i feel.
@ Wil - if i were not being forced to leave all those that i care about and love behind, i would tend to agree, but this journey is not one of my choosing and, if i could, i would do anything to change it. i can only change myself though and that i shall do. i've wanted to live in the West since i visited there the first time as a teenager but i've been stuck in MD for years and years. i had hoped that my family would move with me but i shall be making this journey by myself.
thank you all for the kind thoughts. the future is not written though, i confess, mine seems bleak to me at this moment in time.
metta,
~v