Ruberoo died on Sunday from a short illness lasting less than 24 hours; the day after my mother's death husband & 2 weeks before my husband's ...
She was a gift from my late husband - he said I will need someone to care for ... Uh!
My baby girl became hysterical one night - nothing I did calmed her down so I brought her in the house to keep from disturbing the neighbors ...
At exactly 11:07 she abruptly stopped barking & running around - I, then, received an ADC from my husband saying it was a car collision, I love you & the kids, etc ...
I picked her up drifted off to bed feeling joyous & peaceful ...
At 6am the police chaplan was at my door to inform me of his death - Ruberoo became hysterical again - we all took turns holding her ...
At one point I was awakened by the irritating sound of Ruberoo crunching on an empty water bottle - I stumbled to get my glucometer to check my level, I was at 41 heading into a diabetic coma ...
There were many more times Ruberoo saved my life during my years of active grief - I am beside myself ...
She is now w/Daddy - I hope she greeted him by running & taking a flying leap into his arms just as she did as young a pooper puppy ...
Every one of my late husband's anniversaries have been felt at different depths ...
This one feels like year 3 of grief sickness ...
I watched the sun come up weeping & clutching their pillows ...
I believe in God & the afterlife ...
My heart is soothed knowing they are safe, secure & loved ...
Her cremains will be ready to take to the cementary on his anniversary - the day my life shattered to bits & pieces ...
She was a gift from my late husband - he said I will need someone to care for ... Uh!
My baby girl became hysterical one night - nothing I did calmed her down so I brought her in the house to keep from disturbing the neighbors ...
At exactly 11:07 she abruptly stopped barking & running around - I, then, received an ADC from my husband saying it was a car collision, I love you & the kids, etc ...
I picked her up drifted off to bed feeling joyous & peaceful ...
At 6am the police chaplan was at my door to inform me of his death - Ruberoo became hysterical again - we all took turns holding her ...
At one point I was awakened by the irritating sound of Ruberoo crunching on an empty water bottle - I stumbled to get my glucometer to check my level, I was at 41 heading into a diabetic coma ...
There were many more times Ruberoo saved my life during my years of active grief - I am beside myself ...
She is now w/Daddy - I hope she greeted him by running & taking a flying leap into his arms just as she did as young a pooper puppy ...
Every one of my late husband's anniversaries have been felt at different depths ...
This one feels like year 3 of grief sickness ...
I watched the sun come up weeping & clutching their pillows ...
I believe in God & the afterlife ...
My heart is soothed knowing they are safe, secure & loved ...
Her cremains will be ready to take to the cementary on his anniversary - the day my life shattered to bits & pieces ...