You are stronger than you think you are. You have lived and fought against your anxieties every day for a long time. The fact that you are here today; means you have beat your anxieties every day. A 100% success is pretty good in my book.
CBD oil, drugs, alcohol will not solve your problems, they might postpone them for a short while, then your problems will return.
There are so many things in life that are outside our power to change. We can't change the past, we can't change family, there are limits on how we are able to affect change on our lives. Debt, addiction, work, uncertain future, co-workers, all these and more can cause anxiety, and we often have little power to change them.
Share your problems with other people, say how you feel, you are not alone. Most people have a back story, most people struggle to survive, life is tough, but tough does not mean impossible, it just means we have to try harder. At the age of 73, I can look back on life and know I had to struggle a lot harder than I ever thought I would have to. All I can say, it was worth all the struggles, hard work, disappointments and uncertainties.
Life's problems are relentless, I now face failing health, my wife has been in pain for a few years and is struggling to walk to the loo. All we can do is pray for the wisdom, the strength, peace and serenity to get through today, and every day, always one day at a time. Fight all battles with kindness.
I say this in the hope you will find the strength that is already within you, you just don't know you already have this strength.