Better do something now. Do something now,now,now and now don't regret here you see people and other forums they have all written to me -_-. Insult me and have called me names they are forgiven and their excuse is that " You don't me know, God didn't do anything for me ". That's it. God doesn't have to ask you for nothing he doesn't owe you anything and you don't know owe. Ohhh I met people like that and not gentiles but christians too. All of them have done. And their excuse is why God sent me, I didn't ask this. I didn't want this !
Why didn't he gave a million dollars, why didn't he told since the beggining i would of done things differently ;-;. Why he made go thru my hell and only to end of my life it was somene else he sent me saved and I did what !!!
No consequence in his life. No people no no no no no no !
It isn't God's fault your fault simple as that ! You wanted to do whatever you want. You decided this and it isn't your momma fault or friends you wanted and you have arrogance and blindness not to admit you own errors and blame God for it. No people.
God is not your enemy he sent you here and the reason why he sent you is because he love ya and he trusted you and if you went to looke for God's approval since the begging and the world's you would of ahd it. If you search this and look for hsi stuff first ! You wouldn't be in your promblem. But no. I have to apologize to you this is rough and something we all have our tests and I pass my and they were not easy ! And I know some of you had those tests and you don't know what i'm talking about and your offended I apologize because this is hard stuff better you read this now and I pray you do something and instead of reading you do something to change your life. Believe I ahve done for others the same and people have asked me help to change their life. Ever since I started writting about freewill people have asked why God sent me here since you write lot about it.
I try and help and some people have helped them find their purpose ! I have changed life of other but cannot for you and canot for them I told you have to ask and pray all the time and he will give you the answer. It's not easy.
But do things now people do things go and break things. Go get mad witht he world and start seperating from it. Go back to school or get a job and don't let people tell you can't do it ! You wanna learn a lesson you want to know what inspire me each day and want others to find their mission of life and made realize wants you to go his will and all the world is stupid and only wants things and all fo them who freewill is the devil work ! And christians don't care and poeple just do one thing blame others because that's the easy thing -_-. I want you do the hard things God will help ya !