I do not pretend to understand the Bible, nor do I pretend to be an expert on those parables/metaphors you refer to. It is this lack of understanding that motivated me to seek answers in forums such as this. Please do not take my personal doubts as an attack on the Christian faith--I understand it might seem that way--but I am simply trying to convey exactly what it is about the faith that I am not comfortable with.
My faith is a personal thing. My faith is what is faltering. If it solely depended on other people, trust me, it would be MUCH more convenient for me to embrace what I've been told, please my family, and suppress my doubts.
I hope I do not present myself as an attacker of Christianity. I want to remind everyone that I am simply trying to tackle my personal doubts in the Faith that I was born into.
I hope your still there because it sounds like you ran into a theological seminar.
Your approaching this as a detective. The Bible must pass your test of qualifications for you to believe.
Do you realize that none of the Gentiles that Paul spread the Gospel to had any of the answers you seek? Many of them believed in Christ and received the Holy Spirit after a few sentences by Paul.
What your doing is not about being transformed by God's Spirit...your approaching this as if its a philosophy you can buy into. God converts...not data.
You mention God coercing us by offering hell as the only other option. If that were true every single person on Earth would be saved.
If we didnt live a life but all just stood before some great being with 2 doors...one to heaven and one to hell..there would not be a single person who would not follow that great being into heaven
...and Yes...even if he was the Devil. God did not set up such a ridiculous plan.
Why is God not on CNN? Can he not perform such a task?
Blearyeyed, God is almighty..that means the world is exactly how it has to be to save the most humans. It cannot be better, it cannot be worse. God is hidden for a reason. There is no coercion, there is just enough proof for those who want to know God to search for him through prayer and just enough doubt for those who dont to just say its all crap. Anyone who feels coerced is not a Christian. God is not some idiot we can fool.
Jesus promised the Holy Spirit to all who asked in the Sermon on the Mount. What Father would deny his child that gift, Christ said. Once you have that gift--Christ is a fact to you. God strengthens your faith that He alone can be trusted. Right now you seem to trust nothing.
Think about this....If God set up a world in which knowing him was based on a collection of a certain number of facts or satisfactory answers--then that would mean you much reach that certain point of evidence to believe---which would also mean that if one was debunked you would no longer believe.
This isnt an IQ test. Its a test of the heart.
If this wasnt true we would waiver back and forth like fools. God's plan is perfect. His message is designed to penetrate and he doesnt make mistakes. God's children believe God..it is guaranteed. Forget about the legalism, rituals, church attendence, and all the other stuff and focus on Jesus Christ for now. You start by knowing Christ as fact by asking God to know him fully. Your off in the corner looking for incidental things that are, in my opinion, the same subjects unbelievers use to justify rejecting Christ. Paul clearly states--They refuse to believe. They dont ask God about Christ..they surround themselves with evidence that supports their desire to reject Him.
You dont build a case and then go to Christ..you give yourself to Christ and nothing else will even matter because you trust that God is proven good through the acts of Jesus. I, who consider myself a tough guy, cry when I read Christs words. I know Him. I know what he is like and I question nothing I dont understand. God doesnt need my approval. Faith is not just believing a story..it is trusting that God is perfectly Good --and that is revealed to us through His Spirit. God is supernatural...this isnt about going to college.
Whatever Hell is ---the doors are locked from the inside. I know that Christ is real more than I know my own name. Its not blind..it is revealed by the Holy Spirit.
As Paul says
1 Corinthians 1
18For the message of the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God. 19For it is written:
"I will destroy the wisdom of the wise;
the intelligence of the intelligent I will frustrate."[c]
20Where is the wise man? Where is the scholar? Where is the philosopher of this age? Has not God made foolish the wisdom of the world? 21For since in the wisdom of God the world through its wisdom did not know him, God was pleased through the foolishness of what was preached to save those who believe. 22Jews demand miraculous signs and Greeks look for wisdom, 23but we preach Christ crucified: a stumbling block to Jews and foolishness to Gentiles, 24but to those whom God has called, both Jews and Greeks, Christ the power of God and the wisdom of God. 25For the foolishness of God is wiser than man's wisdom, and the weakness of God is stronger than man's strength.
1 Corinthians 2
This is what we speak, not in words taught us by human wisdom but in words taught by the Spirit, expressing spiritual truths in spiritual words.[c] 14The man without the Spirit does not accept the things that come from the Spirit of God, for they are foolishness to him, and he cannot understand them, because they are spiritually discerned.