Hello Amir
From a very young age I have understood the existence of the three paths, and have stayed to the center path. The center path to me is to figure everything out not knowing anything about anything at all, it is the process of asking questions within yourself and finding the answers to everything here. My biggest challenge so far has been to try and understand the terminology people and religions use to define things. Once I became myself, inside of myself, not knowing anything at all, I was then able to find minds to try and teach me how to become something again and again. Eight years ago I started to ask questions about everything here and find time it has been an up hill battle ever since.
I find it interesting that people choose the right hand or left hand path, neither of these paths allow you to become something again, without being ripped apart after this life time. The saying is you have to know everything about everything here not knowing anything about anything at all. Both right hand and left hand paths are built on the knowledge of those that came before you, past down from generation to generation.
In my minds eye I can see thoughts either to the left or to the right like religion is mostly to the right, or charity to cover up a wrong is to the right. The left is to me, the gaining of knowledge through any means necessary including death, it is to do something knowing it is wrong. Love and hate also seem to be intrinsic factors to these sides, how something finds time on one side and not the other.
I spend a lot of time inside of myself asking questions about what I see in my minds eye. I guess my only question here is why did you choose the left hand path what was your calling or how did you get involved with it?
powessy