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Hello all I came here because I am cought in a bizarre situation.
See about 7 years ago I moved to the Canary Islands to try to get me a better life.
But the unexpected happened.
A power came over me.
Yes I know nobody believes me but some power came over me and I could not get work or anything.
It seemed that god came over me and he showed me how he secretly controls everyone.

This god communicates with me thru energy feelings in my body and he showed me that he is a rastafarian.
But things are not going well for me.
You see this god sends random people to give me food everyday and clothes and everything I need.
But he blocks my way everytime I try to,find work
And that,s the problem
I can,t really do anything exept sit and wait for these people to give me food.
People think I am just a lazy scum and,they,hate me.

Everyone hates me even the city mayor.
Some people think I am really possesed by a demon.
I don,t know but I wanna get out of this.
So if anybody can help me with good advice I don,t know.
My parents were Satanists so maybe this comes from there I don,t know.
I am looking for anybody either from Satans sideorgods site to give me advice.
This supoosed god has given me a VERY DETAILED bible,study.
I know things NOBODY KNOWS.
But still I don.t understand why I must live such,a terrible life if what god says is,really true.

According to god I am really important and likeTHE KING OF MY TOWN but the life I live is like a lazy junkie and everyone thinks I am just addicted to crack by the way I live.

Someone please help
 
Hi @Lex2012

Welcome to interfaith dialogue forums. This is not a self-help place, or a place to give or receive religious instruction, but you are welcome to discuss your insights.

I hope your personal situation improves. Sounds like a difficult place to be.
 
@Lex2012
Where do you live? I mean, are you in a house with other people, or what?
 
Lex2012 said:
Hello all I came here because I am cought in a bizarre situation.
See about 7 years ago I moved to the Canary Islands to try to get me a better life.
But the unexpected happened.
A power came over me.
Yes I know nobody believes me but some power came over me and I could not get work or anything.
It seemed that god came over me and he showed me how he secretly controls everyone.

This god communicates with me thru energy feelings in my body and he showed me that he is a rastafarian.
But things are not going well for me.
You see this god sends random people to give me food everyday and clothes and everything I need.
But he blocks my way everytime I try to,find work
And that,s the problem
I can,t really do anything exept sit and wait for these people to give me food.
People think I am just a lazy scum and,they,hate me.

Everyone hates me even the city mayor.
Some people think I am really possesed by a demon.
I don,t know but I wanna get out of this.
So if anybody can help me with good advice I don,t know.
My parents were Satanists so maybe this comes from there I don,t know.
I am looking for anybody either from Satans sideorgods site to give me advice.
This supoosed god has given me a VERY DETAILED bible,study.
I know things NOBODY KNOWS.
But still I don.t understand why I must live such,a terrible life if what god says is,really true.

According to god I am really important and likeTHE KING OF MY TOWN but the life I live is like a lazy junkie and everyone thinks I am just addicted to crack by the way I live.

Someone please help
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Hello lex2012

Sounds like your minds are trying to teach you, do nothing here figure nothing out.

When you moved to the islands, did you try to practice your families beliefs, did something happen to make you badly done? You were inside your mind asking questions about something that made them try to figure you out.

When these minds start to find time inside of you they will do this until you cannot figure things out inside yourself except for what they teach you. It is a one way road, you ask questions they find minds to teach you the answers. The more you ask the more minds you find. Here is the thing you have to understand none of them know anything at all, they will just keep teaching you things so you can not figure yourself out.

In order to figure yourself out you have to find time here, here, and here. The minds you have keep you from figuring this out so you can never find time inside yourself. Tell your voices I can teach them here, here and here so you can figure yourself out inside yourself.

if they seek me out I will teach them nothing here, so they don’t have to figure anything out again.

Powessy
 
Well its more then just minds.
See I moved here because somebody promised me a free apartment.
I wanted to take advantage of that to try to get myHigh school degree to get a better job.
Because my mother died and left me when I was 16 so my life was always in bad shape.
I tought it was because of Satanism so I avoided it and tried to become a Christian.
So when I got this offer it was like god answered my prayers.
When I came the landlord was very happy to see me and told me that I can live there for free till I BUY A MERCEDEZ BENZ.
Then when I started living there BIG MIRACLES started to happen.
Random people would come over at my appartment or meet me on the streets and give me gifts and not only gifts but things I knew I really needed or wanted and they would not have known unless they have been touched by god or something.
Little childeren were coming at me and hugged me and told me things like YOU ARE OUR HERO OR SOMETHING.
Among them there was a lady who came and gave me a document.
It was supposingly a letter from Je-sus
It looked like the lady went online and found it print it and gave it to me.
Inside there was an explanation from Je-sus of how he communicated with Jah (god)
I followed its instructions and found out that indeed I could connect with Jah.
Then Jah has started to guide me to websites and scriptures of the bible and I found out that Jah wants me to belief in him as a Rastafarian.
I came across a lot of information and Jah actually even informed me about the pandemic that was gonna happen
He told me to try to prepare the people for a WORLDWIDE QUARANTINE.
I started telling people but still nobody believed that something like that could happen.
I lived a VERY GLORIOUS 2 years!
Then all of a sudden the least expected happens.
I get VIOLENTLY kicked out of my free apartment!
I lost everything and my 5000 euro worth of musical instruments I used to make a little money for my self.
So I became homeless for 1,5 years
So my life got a big turn around and of course people started to look at me at a negative matter.
Then to get roof over my head god sended teens to help me.
They were troubled teens who liked to steal things and were a bad influence.
It was since that time that I started to believe that something was really wrong.
Like this couldn,t be god but something else.
Everybody thinks that it may be a demon or something but I,still can,t even find 1 person who,s like me.
So I am picking brains to try to understand what this really is… .
 
Lex2012 said:
Well its more then just minds.
See I moved here because somebody promised me a free apartment.
I wanted to take advantage of that to try to get myHigh school degree to get a better job.
Because my mother died and left me when I was 16 so my life was always in bad shape.
I tought it was because of Satanism so I avoided it and tried to become a Christian.
So when I got this offer it was like god answered my prayers.
When I came the landlord was very happy to see me and told me that I can live there for free till I BUY A MERCEDEZ BENZ.
Then when I started living there BIG MIRACLES started to happen.
Random people would come over at my appartment or meet me on the streets and give me gifts and not only gifts but things I knew I really needed or wanted and they would not have known unless they have been touched by god or something.
Little childeren were coming at me and hugged me and told me things like YOU ARE OUR HERO OR SOMETHING.
Among them there was a lady who came and gave me a document.
It was supposingly a letter from Je-sus
It looked like the lady went online and found it print it and gave it to me.
Inside there was an explanation from Je-sus of how he communicated with Jah (god)
I followed its instructions and found out that indeed I could connect with Jah.
Then Jah has started to guide me to websites and scriptures of the bible and I found out that Jah wants me to belief in him as a Rastafarian.
I came across a lot of information and Jah actually even informed me about the pandemic that was gonna happen
He told me to try to prepare the people for a WORLDWIDE QUARANTINE.
I started telling people but still nobody believed that something like that could happen.
I lived a VERY GLORIOUS 2 years!
Then all of a sudden the least expected happens.
I get VIOLENTLY kicked out of my free apartment!
I lost everything and my 5000 euro worth of musical instruments I used to make a little money for my self.
So I became homeless for 1,5 years
So my life got a big turn around and of course people started to look at me at a negative matter.
Then to get roof over my head god sended teens to help me.
They were troubled teens who liked to steal things and were a bad influence.
It was since that time that I started to believe that something was really wrong.
Like this couldn,t be god but something else.
Everybody thinks that it may be a demon or something but I,still can,t even find 1 person who,s like me.
So I am picking brains to try to understand what this really is… .
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You are not alone I have talked to so many like yourself. What happened to getting your high school diploma? What jobs did you obtain those first two years?

You have minds trying to figure you out and that is all, your situation is not so out of the ordinary. You lived with other teens so we’re drugs being used. Drugs cause other problems and bring different kinds of minds into your mind. When you associate yourself with thieves you are also seen this way.

You eat food brought to you most likely that is not of high nutritional value. Anxiety, stress lack of proper diet and you do not see the problem? Do not work, hangs around with troubled teens that steal from local residents and you do not see the problem?

powessy
 
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You see this god he controlles the people around me.
So everytime I try to do good things for myself I end up being blocked by people.
I even tried doing Youtube videos but nobody sees them.
This god is putting something over the people that makes them not see my videos and not see the real things I can do and only permits people to see a bad version of me that I really am not.
 
Lex2012 said:
You see this god he controlles the people around me.
So everytime I try to do good things for myself I end up being blocked by people.
I even tried doing Youtube videos but nobody sees them.
This god is putting something over the people that makes them not see my videos and not see the real things I can do and only permits people to see a bad version of me that I really am not.
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First thing you are not dealing with a god. It is from what I can tell a celestial object. I say I can teach you here, here and anything here. She says she can teach you nothing here, nothing here, and then something here, and she is gold colored. Gold is designation for herselves only, celestial objects and world soul objects. This means that she can teach you inside yourself here first, frontal lodes, but she sees nothing else in your other minds, back of head or crown and above the spinal cord.

This makes sense, she is herself only so you cannot teach her things she does not see the minds trying to control you, here and here. This creates two opposing forces within your mind that don’t figure things out too well, because they cannot teach you in your frontal lobes, here.

The other problem then is the land mass which is the island itself. I will try to explain how this happened. When you become something on the other side you are said to be time only. Once you are time only you can not re-enter our veil, or nothing here. Certain groups used celestial objects, this is a herself, himself and 6 to 10 of her minds that she has with her to find time with. When we are on the other side our time can run out ending up back inside of nothing here again. I can then teach this celestial object what kind of time I want to find again and again, so I can keep becoming something there and not something back here again.

Without going into great detail, something within the veil started ripping these celestial objects apart, spreading themselves through out nothing here. When I look at the top levels of this world I see domes over towns and cities where these celestial objects connected to land masses collecting time, and many times preventing us to cross over.

I will wait and see if she keeps figuring me out, if so I can try to teach her everything about here and here. I will try to help you.

Powessy
 
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Well what you say sounds intresting
I wanna know more about the thing you say about landmasses.
I live in Tenerife.
This all started back in 2015 when I moved here.
I noticed that this god has a huge control over the people here specificaly and that was not the case in other countries that I lived before.
And before I moved here I was a NORMAL GUY.
I think you should pm me.
Its intresting what you say about us becoming time.
Because see this god has made me like a kid again.
He basically influences kids and teens to see me like one of them to accept me in their group and I can hang with them play with them but I cannot correct them.
I just count like another 16 year old even though I am 41 I don,t know if that,s what you mean with time.
I know I can,t get out now because even my paspoort got stolen while I was homeless so I can,t leave till I get a new one for wich,I need to wait till November for the Embassy to come to this island.
Let me tell you there is definitly something weird on this island.
I don,t wanna descriminate but the people here are DEFINITLY NOT NORMAL.
Some people say that,s because the island is actually a dead volcano and some people say that demons live inside volcanos and feed on the lava!
I don,t know but I need to talk to you in private.
How do you teach this thing????
Me I tried everything to try to make this THING understand my problem but it seems like it never even listens.
So I don,t know
 
Lex2012 said:
Well what you say sounds intresting
I wanna know more about the thing you say about landmasses.
I live in Tenerife.
This all started back in 2015 when I moved here.
I noticed that this god has a huge control over the people here specificaly and that was not the case in other countries that I lived before.
And before I moved here I was a NORMAL GUY.
I think you should pm me.
Its intresting what you say about us becoming time.
Because see this god has made me like a kid again.
He basically influences kids and teens to see me like one of them to accept me in their group and I can hang with them play with them but I cannot correct them.
I just count like another 16 year old even though I am 41 I don,t know if that,s what you mean with time.
I know I can,t get out now because even my paspoort got stolen while I was homeless so I can,t leave till I get a new one for wich,I need to wait till November for the Embassy to come to this island.
Let me tell you there is definitly something weird on this island.
I don,t wanna descriminate but the people here are DEFINITLY NOT NORMAL.
Some people say that,s because the island is actually a dead volcano and some people say that demons live inside volcanos and feed on the lava!
I don,t know but I need to talk to you in private.
How do you teach this thing????
Me I tried everything to try to make this THING understand my problem but it seems like it never even listens.
So I don,t know
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Lex2012, first off YOU are not able to teach these minds anything. I will try to rip them apart inside of you and on any timeline I find with you in it. This process will take time as my minds seek out all minds around you with this kind of time. Do you live in an older part of Tenerife where many still speak Spanish?

Every morning before I get out of bed to go to work, I get a flood of images that I found time with throughout the night. This morning I was standing in front of a young woman as she was trying to learn to speak English words. The image is like I am on the other side of this glass panel and the words are lit up for her to read, for me the words are all backwards.

How often does he find time in your mind and how long? How does he speak to you, voices or is it just feelings? Does he show himself in dreams and is their a child that accompanies him? Minds gauge time you have inside of you by the things that make sense to you and things that do not make sense to you. Example is people around you make sense to you to have this kind of time. Things that make no sense to you is like shopping in china. How often in dreams do you experience things that make no sense to you?

I need you to think about these questions, I have asked here. I need you to think about these questions and go back as far as you can inside your memories. Try to think back before the island why you came there and what you wanted to become, before all of this. The more you are in your mind thinking about this the more time I can figure you out.

Think about the moment this happened to you, you had to be badly done, what was going on that got you inside yourself asking questions?

powessy
 
Well I live in the Northen part of Tenerife. First of all I don,t see ghosts I don,t hear voices or anything. It,s just a feeling inside my body. See EVERYBODY has this feeling in their body that sometimes can tell you that something is wrong etc. It.s like a vibe. But the document I got from the lady wich suposingle came from Je-sus explained to me how I needed to RELY ONLY on this energy as a guide to live my life and not even rely on my common sense! Only rely on this. It.s how Je-sus used to communicate with god and I needed to do it. The bible also explains this. This is what,s called the I&I meaning there are 2 persons in me. 1 is myself and the other is GOD! Not only me but that,s the case with all human being. Everybody got 2 persons in their body. Themselfes and god. The only difference between me and them is that I amrequired to depend 100% on this to get buy in life. And I am doing it and let me tell you with practice I got very good with it. I can detect vibration from other people etc. This god can also control you with this system beyond your knowledge! And that,s how he sends people to me. You see the people that come to me are REAL PEOPLE like youand me!!! Their not visions! What I see is how this god is controlling everybody without them even noticing. You see they see me and theyget a strange feeling about me that they wanna help me but they don,t recocnice that these feelings comes from GOD.
I don,t get any visions.
God reaches me thru normal people but the thing is since they don,t know that god is controlling them it brings up trouble.
I am the only one that knows this and that,s what I find strange.
Because I don,t understand how I can be the only one knowing this and why I haven,t met another person ever to have this same thing that I have.
And with the quality of my life getting worse and worse it gets me scared because it looks like this god CAN control me but he DELIBERETLY want to get me in trouble!!
 
Lex2012 said:
Well I live in the Northen part of Tenerife. First of all I don,t see ghosts I don,t hear voices or anything. It,s just a feeling inside my body. See EVERYBODY has this feeling in their body that sometimes can tell you that something is wrong etc. It.s like a vibe. But the document I got from the lady wich suposingle came from Je-sus explained to me how I needed to RELY ONLY on this energy as a guide to live my life and not even rely on my common sense! Only rely on this. It.s how Je-sus used to communicate with god and I needed to do it. The bible also explains this. This is what,s called the I&I meaning there are 2 persons in me. 1 is myself and the other is GOD! Not only me but that,s the case with all human being. Everybody got 2 persons in their body. Themselfes and god. The only difference between me and them is that I amrequired to depend 100% on this to get buy in life. And I am doing it and let me tell you with practice I got very good with it. I can detect vibration from other people etc. This god can also control you with this system beyond your knowledge! And that,s how he sends people to me. You see the people that come to me are REAL PEOPLE like youand me!!! Their not visions! What I see is how this god is controlling everybody without them even noticing. You see they see me and theyget a strange feeling about me that they wanna help me but they don,t recocnice that these feelings comes from GOD.
I don,t get any visions.
God reaches me thru normal people but the thing is since they don,t know that god is controlling them it brings up trouble.
I am the only one that knows this and that,s what I find strange.
Because I don,t understand how I can be the only one knowing this and why I haven,t met another person ever to have this same thing that I have.
And with the quality of my life getting worse and worse it gets me scared because it looks like this god CAN control me but he DELIBERETLY want to get me in trouble!!
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Just a brief WARNING. This person has a mind inside of him that is fishing for people to find time inside of. He is looking for minds that have enough time inside of them so he can move around, spreading out like a virus.

lex2012, clearly you do not see nor can you figure things out very good. This mind that is inside of you has disconnected you from yourself, or I should say you have under his influence. First off he is not a god, but more like a parasite.

The way I am shown this is that we are connected to our souls, which reach out and connect to our flesh bodies, where we teach each other thoughts about things. He has taught you to not teach your flesh body and only rely on your soul body. The reason he has done this is to keep from becoming you, but find time inside of you. If he was to become you he would not be able to become himself. This is all done inside your soul body. You say I&I, I say me inside me, or you inside you, these are all the same.

Once this parasite enters into you he burrows down inside yourself so far inside yourself that he does not figure things out to good. This is why he does not teach you things. The reason a mind goes inside yourself like this, is because something else is trying to figure him out. Once these other minds connect to him they are most likely the culprits behind your deliberate troubles.

I have minds that are here to figure things out, I not only see but have 24/7 voices that figure things out all over the world. I can find time outside this world and even on other planets. You are not alone or the only one to understand or know these problems your just one who has been tricked into allowing this mind inside yourself.

This woman you spoke of with her letter do you have a copy of it? If you do not have the letter can you tell what is said?

As for jesus he did not return nor will he return so I would say that is not a path you want to figure out.

Powessy
 
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