There will come a day, when this country will either thank God for the soldiers and sailors and airmen they have, for beating back the enemy, or
will curse their stupidity for undermining the same...this is only the beginning Path.
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Joshua
I know we think really differently, and that is at the heart of our difference on this matter. I don't believe I am American. I don't see myself as attached to any country. I'm actually pretty incapable of an us vs. them mentality- it just doesn't seem to be possible for me to comprehend.
I don't see enemies. I see people who are desperate, lost, suffering, and poor who come to hate the "United States" because it is the world's symbol of a nation that takes more than its fair share, that has risen by trodding on others (as all colonies did), and that continues to mostly pursue its own interests without regard for the poor worldwide that support our lifestyle.
If this nation were to fall, and it
will fall- as all civilizations do eventually- I am still me. I am still loving God. My citizenship is not on earth at all, but in the Kingdom of God. Of course, I try to change the world the best I can to be closer to that Kingdom. But I owe allegiance to none but Christ.
This is not undermining my country. I vote. I obey the laws. That doesn't mean I feel that I should give my allegiance to Bush, any other governing official, or the system as a whole. It's a decent system, and it works OK (far from perfect, but it goes along all right so far), but at the end of the day, it's just another man-made institution. Christ is my King and my Lord, and I am His servant alone. And if I am a gaurdian of anything or anyone, it is the poor and downtrodden and suffering everywhere in the world, as I am called to be. And the protector and steward of this Earth, which I also feel called to be.
Yes, this is only the beginning. But this has been said throughout time in all civilizations. Perhaps it's due to my background in anthropology, but I see the big picture. Civilizations rise, and then they fall. Rise, and fall. And frequently they fall not because of outside invasion, but because of internal strife, inequality, and using up of the earth's resources. In fact, they frequently fall because they overstretch their capacity in terms of resources and military effort.
Ultimately, the U.S. will end. All nations do.
The Kingdom of God alone does not end, and so on that rock I build my foundation of identity.
If this is stupid, so be it. I am what I am, and I have never been one who can fathom national pride or patriotism, or attachment to the lines on maps that humans draw. I don't ask that others be like me, but I have long stopped trying to fit into a cultural shoe that didn't fit and be "American." I'm just Kim/Path... and all I know is that I feel the pain of war... pain that does not end when the war ends... pain that even hundreds of years later remains in the Earth and is held in the memory of places...
It isn't just about nations or even humans to me. It is about recognizing what is not ours to take, and trusting God to protect us.