I was originally going to call this "Who Do You Say I Am?", but it occurred to me that could be misinterpreted.
I've spent quite a bit of time arguing religion on-line over the past few years, which means I've been exposed to people who espouse the same religion I do, at least in name (I'm a Christian, Anglican/Episcopalian, to be specific), yet whose views of God are radically different. This summer, I lost my temper with a Fundamentalist who accused me of leading people to hell, yet it finally occurred to me last night that, when I accused her of driving people away from Christ, I was accusing her of a crime she sees as just as serious.
I've read that people's visions of God tend to reflect their relationship with their fathers. I reject that -- I maintain my vision of God contains the unconditional love I couldn't get feel from Dad as a child -- yet I can see where it would come from in a bunch of cases. Liberal Christian that I am, the God I worship is one who promises acceptance and love, no matter how different, how weird, or how wrong one is. It's a vision which fits my psychological needs and one which makes life bearable as well as more pleasant at times. I was praying while I was driving home from the final rehearsal for Handel's Messiah last night, with the music still ringin in my ears and full of the love of the wonderful in the choir (I've only been going to this church for a couple of months). I swear, in answer to my prayers, I heard a deep chuckle and a Voice saying, "Of course I want you to be happy, child."
On the other hand, I've encountered people whose vision of God is much harsher than mine is. The picture they present is of a God much more focussed on judgement than joy. There is Right and there is Wrong and there is little mercy for those who are Wrong. Since these people, as a rule, place themselves firmly in the Right camp, I gather their vision of God is one who affirms their righteousness in a sinful world. If I say, "No matter how much else is wrong in my life, no matter how cruel people are, God loves me", I see them as saying, "No matter how much else is wrong in my life, no matter how cruel people are, God says I am Right." I am obligated to assume that their vision of God is one which is right, makes sense, and suits their needs every bit as much as my vision suits me.
I was wondering about what visions or interpretations of God you've encountered as well as what your own experiences of Him are. I admit that religion is like the old story about 6 blind men and an elephant, but I'm curious about what parts of the elephant other people have hold of.
Looking forward to reading your posts,
CJ
I've spent quite a bit of time arguing religion on-line over the past few years, which means I've been exposed to people who espouse the same religion I do, at least in name (I'm a Christian, Anglican/Episcopalian, to be specific), yet whose views of God are radically different. This summer, I lost my temper with a Fundamentalist who accused me of leading people to hell, yet it finally occurred to me last night that, when I accused her of driving people away from Christ, I was accusing her of a crime she sees as just as serious.
I've read that people's visions of God tend to reflect their relationship with their fathers. I reject that -- I maintain my vision of God contains the unconditional love I couldn't get feel from Dad as a child -- yet I can see where it would come from in a bunch of cases. Liberal Christian that I am, the God I worship is one who promises acceptance and love, no matter how different, how weird, or how wrong one is. It's a vision which fits my psychological needs and one which makes life bearable as well as more pleasant at times. I was praying while I was driving home from the final rehearsal for Handel's Messiah last night, with the music still ringin in my ears and full of the love of the wonderful in the choir (I've only been going to this church for a couple of months). I swear, in answer to my prayers, I heard a deep chuckle and a Voice saying, "Of course I want you to be happy, child."
On the other hand, I've encountered people whose vision of God is much harsher than mine is. The picture they present is of a God much more focussed on judgement than joy. There is Right and there is Wrong and there is little mercy for those who are Wrong. Since these people, as a rule, place themselves firmly in the Right camp, I gather their vision of God is one who affirms their righteousness in a sinful world. If I say, "No matter how much else is wrong in my life, no matter how cruel people are, God loves me", I see them as saying, "No matter how much else is wrong in my life, no matter how cruel people are, God says I am Right." I am obligated to assume that their vision of God is one which is right, makes sense, and suits their needs every bit as much as my vision suits me.
I was wondering about what visions or interpretations of God you've encountered as well as what your own experiences of Him are. I admit that religion is like the old story about 6 blind men and an elephant, but I'm curious about what parts of the elephant other people have hold of.
Looking forward to reading your posts,
CJ