Earl,
You said,
"...it reveals the depths of the mind."
--> I know what you are saying, but I do need to refer to the Buddhist and Theosophical teaching on this. The "depths of the mind" merely refer to conditions that are much more profound than a mind. As Theosophy puts it, just as the day will come when we no longer have a physical body, so, too, the day will come when we no longer have a mind. (Sounds spooky, huh?) The idea here is that we will eventually raise our consciousness up to something much higher than "that thing we call our intellect". This is why I say meditation aims at something way beyond the mind.
"...the 'witness consciousness' notices the waves of the mind.... At times it is startled into wondering 'who or what is doing the watching?' Always thought that was 1 of the most profound koans."
--> It is. It reminds me of the day when the distinction between you and I will disappear. Who will be doing the thinking then...?
"Buddhism has always emphasized compassion on an even keel with wisdom and certainly their metta meditation is a very well-known 1 for stimulating greater degrees and depths of compassion. But for me at least, I discovered a far more 'heart-felt' compassion when I began to incorporate prayers of the heart and compared to that, my previous experiences with metta meditation seemed far more 'cerebral.' "
--> Buddhism (and Theosophy) embraces all of these. For me, I condense my belief system down into one word; compassion. Regarding the difference between intelligence and compassion, Theosophy teaches that they are different, both are important, and both must be developed.
"I'm an anomaly — a 'theistic Buddhist,' which makes me a heretic to both camps."
--> Hey, I can make it even more difficult for you! Theosophy
does teach the idea of a Creator Deity. It is just that this Deity is separate from (not a good way to describe it, but the best I can do), and emerges from the Absolute.
"BEHOLD, OH LANOO(1)! THE RADIANT CHILD OF THE TWO, THE UNPARALLELED REFULGENT GLORY: BRIGHT SPACE SON OF DARK SPACE(2), WHICH EMERGES FROM THE DEPTHS OF THE GREAT DARK WATERS(3).... HE SHINES FORTH AS THE SON; HE IS THE BLAZING DIVINE DRAGON OF WISDOM.... H[SIZE=-1]E MARKS THE PLACES FOR THE SHINING ONES, AND TURNS THE UPPER(4) INTO A SHORELESS SEA OF FIRE, AND THE ONE MANIFESTED INTO THE GREAT
WATERS3
."[/SIZE]
Stanzas of Dzyan
Sloka 3-7
page 29
link to document online —
The Secret Doctrine by H. P. Blavatsky, Vol 1, Stanzas of Dzyan
(1) student; disciple
(2) This is the same Darkness of Genesis 1:2, and is only correct word that refers to the Absolute (We never refer to the Absolute as "God"). The word Light in Genesis 1:4 refers to the appearance of the Son, The Creator Deity.
(3) "Waters" is mentioned in Genesis 1:2, and is correctly mentioned there as "existing" before the emergence of the "Son" the Creator Deity. The cosmic concept referred to as Water is the same principle Christians have anthropomorphized into the Blessed Virgin Mary. (This is also the "upper" water referred to in Genesis 1:6.
(4) "Upper fire" is mentioned here. This gets into the same cosmic concept that Genesis 1:6 refers to, when Genesis 1:6 distinguishes Heaven (firmament) from "upper waters".
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"...which makes me a heretic to both camps...."
--> Not to Theosophy. You fit right into Theosophy. That is what I like about Theosophy. Theosophy works for me, while nothing else does.