interesting discussion
here....
The history for me is that as a child I was raised Protestant, but we'd inevitably attend Catholic Church with some friends, or weddings or funerals and whenever twas time for communion...we sat. While everyone was up in line, we sat. Now talking to cousins or other kids they told us about the juice/wine and the cracker/wafer and mostly it was something they 'had' to do, their parents made them, they really weren't interested/didn't know...and this was upto my teens...even so for me it seemed like something I missed out on, I wasn't in the club.
Now in my late teens/twenties out on my own, attending various churches, looking to see if I could find a home..I stopped at some Catholic and Episcopal churches...and occasionally got up, stood in line, watched what went before me followed suit. It was different, a little strange and the whole blood and body thing...didn't sit well. Obviously still not a member of the club.
Flash to a Unity service years later...a decade even. By then anytime there was communion, I didn't go...I wasn't in that club...it didn't resonate. Even though my church now did this at Midnight Christmas eve, on Easter Sunrise, Good Friday, Maundy Thursday... I didn't participate. Then one service the preacher spoke after communion. And she spoke of the blood of Christ, the wine representing the spiritual/heavenly and the body of Christ the bread representing the material/earthly and together representing His place, our place on the border between the two, spiritual beings having an earthly experience for the benefit of our soul, and the communion representing us joining in community on this path... And there I sat thinking "Wait, I'm part of the club, why didn't the service come before the line??"
And since then I've explored more...and I take communion...I am part of that club, I am on that path. And one thing I've mentioned before that I thought interesting. Jesus dipped the bread and gave it to Judas...go and do what you must...Judas left to do his bidding. Judas got the bread (grocked the physical)...but didn't get the wine (didn't understand the spiritual implications of the Christ)
(I'll apoligize now for all my opinion, sophistry and bile)