Have You Ever Forced Yourself To Wear Lamb’s Skin….

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There is so much that I want to say…the first is that I want to apologize to you for misleading you into thinking that I was someone else…

My name is Yvonne (yes, I am a female) who took on the male screen name of IAN O. SETG…it is an acronym meaning…I Am No One Special Except To God.

I did this because I was in a relationship with someone and by wearing of the Lamb’s skin so to speak and deceiving people, I learned the truth about them, and how I am truly thankful that it only lasted as long as it did.

I do have a good heart and believe that there is all good in people that is why it is hard for me to understand why people lie, cheat, are alcoholics and pretend to be superior over others. I know that sounds contradictory by what I had done, but I did not hurt anyone with my deception!

I just wish that I could turn back the clock and erase the time that I had spent cleaning up their home that was totally littered in ferret feces, mice droppings and numerous lawn bags filled with beer cans, cooking for them, doing their laundry for them, meeting my Father, my Son and his family, having them with me at my Church on Easter Sunday and having sex with them in my bed in my fathers house…

It was hard at times for me to try to understand why people would lie to someone that they are in a relationship with and misleading them with false hopes of a future that they themselves knew was a lie, but instead they are living those dreams with someone that they were having a cyber relationship with while they were in a relationship with me. I do wish them much love and happiness together as they do both deserve each other.

Before I close, I want to thank you for a very enlightening time here on the forum. I learned a lot from all of you and enjoyed reading your posts, your thoughts and the debates.

Thank you for taking the time to read my confession, which has made my heart feel freer and lighter from this burden that I have been bearing.

God Bless,
Yvonne
 
No problem at all - the internet allows for a great degree of anonymity and projection. :)
 
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No problem at all - the internet allows for a great degree of anonymity and projection. :)
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Thank you Brian for reading and replying to my post. You are absolutely correct in you analogy of the internet. You did a great job in summoning it up in a sentence.

Thank you for helping me to feel better about myself.

You are a very good person Brian!

Yvonne
 
Yvonne, How terrible it must have been for you to endue that kind of relationship. I only hope and pray that you get what you so deserve and crave.
Love the Grey
 
I think confession is between us and whatever we think God is... unless it is, of course, directed towards a creature we have harmed.

The idea of confession to a priest/judge has been abused for long enough.

Holding council and confiding with people we think can trust to be unbiased and compassionate in their response (or lack of one) is another story.

Alcohol causes people to lose their inhibitions and speak freely.
I've been to bars where there are potted cala lilies and candles lit... not one of them being damaged after a night of dancing... games or what have you.

Too much alcohol, of course, distorts our sense of reason and loss of inhibition can quickly morph into the realm of arrogance and the outright bizarre.

A lack of solidarity, which includes solid social boundaries in order to avoid such drama.... only facilitates the twist.

You just need to get in touch with that part of you that was, once, free from all the programming. There are often a few hurdles to jump in this process, as we sometimes mistake a sense of familiarity for a sense of comfort.

You'll find it, though, if you look for it.
Peace to you.
 
Only Special To God said:
There is so much that I want to say…the first is that I want to apologize to you for misleading you into thinking that I was someone else…

My name is Yvonne (yes, I am a female) who took on the male screen name of IAN O. SETG…it is an acronym meaning…I Am No One Special Except To God.

I did this because I was in a relationship with someone and by wearing of the Lamb’s skin so to speak and deceiving people, I learned the truth about them, and how I am truly thankful that it only lasted as long as it did.

I do have a good heart and believe that there is all good in people that is why it is hard for me to understand why people lie, cheat, are alcoholics and pretend to be superior over others. I know that sounds contradictory by what I had done, but I did not hurt anyone with my deception!

I just wish that I could turn back the clock and erase the time that I had spent cleaning up their home that was totally littered in ferret feces, mice droppings and numerous lawn bags filled with beer cans, cooking for them, doing their laundry for them, meeting my Father, my Son and his family, having them with me at my Church on Easter Sunday and having sex with them in my bed in my fathers house…

It was hard at times for me to try to understand why people would lie to someone that they are in a relationship with and misleading them with false hopes of a future that they themselves knew was a lie, but instead they are living those dreams with someone that they were having a cyber relationship with while they were in a relationship with me. I do wish them much love and happiness together as they do both deserve each other.

Before I close, I want to thank you for a very enlightening time here on the forum. I learned a lot from all of you and enjoyed reading your posts, your thoughts and the debates.

Thank you for taking the time to read my confession, which has made my heart feel freer and lighter from this burden that I have been bearing.

God Bless,
Yvonne
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Does the book of your god not say this would be so?

Eze 13:8
Therefore this is what the Sovereign Lord Jehovah has said: “‘For the reason that YOU men have spoken untruth and YOU have visioned a lie, therefore here I am against YOU,’ is the utterance of the Sovereign Lord Jehovah.”

People lie, yes. But as the book says god will and can forgive a multitude of sins and errors... If you just, ask.... Heb 4:16 Let us, therefore, approach with freeness of speech to the throne of undeserved kindness, that we may obtain mercy and find undeserved kindness for help at the right time.

But forgiveness needs to come not just from your god.

But it also says

Jam 5:16

Therefore openly confess YOUR sins to one another and pray for one another, that YOU may get healed. A righteous man’s supplication, when it is at work, has much force.

So perhaps instead of cloak and dagger manner, confront them and speak openly with them? Find out why whatever is happening why they felt the need to lie. If they also are religious? They should see the err of their own ways surely?

Openness and honesty and forgiveness is what we are looking to accomplish here correct?
 
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