Entity: The Nature of God And The Universe

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During the time I was active on Theism Debate, I was considered a Believer. My consideration of the Trinity was orthodox; each part of the three, though a part of the whole, is considered a seperate and self-sustaining person of the Godhead. But as time went on and I considered the many scholarly discussions concerning the nature of God and also that which began and sustains the Universe (as we know it) my thoughts began to search for an alternative explanation of these seemingly unfathomable subjects. The following post originated on that site after deep and extensive soul searching, meditation, and prayer. It was titled, as is this post; Entity: The Nature Of God And The Universe.

"This hypothesis is not accrued from any text, but from personal contemplation. The clues to its validity are to be found in countless volumes religious, scientific and philosophic. We have all been involved in discussions concerning the nature of God, as well as that of the Universe(s). God is considered unsearchable, unknowable and therefore the means to proving God do not exist, except on a personal level. God is contemplated as religious. The Universe(s) deal with time and space, complex gyrations of scientific data, thoughts that seem to make the question of its basic nature, unfathomable. The origin of its substance and its subsequent evolution are considered scientific. What if we have approached both studies from an erroneous premise? Recent thought has convinced me that both are detectable and understandable; because both are the same structure. And it becomes religious or scientific only by the emphasis man puts on the study.

“In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth. The earth was without form and void, and darkness was upon the face of the deep; and the Spirit of God moved over the face of the waters.” We can make the demonstration despite human mythological considerations. Chaos exists; ‘heavens and earth’ ‘darkness’ however, describe an existing, if not an organized, universe. If this ‘spirit’ created order and physical manifestation, ‘substance’ or the knowledge of it must have existed within the ‘spirit’. That singular concept which we consider as God did not create, the ‘spirit’ did. The ‘spirit’ permeates the known universe. In science, of which I am basically ignorant, the Big Bang theory is the most generally accepted explanation for the Creation of the Universe. Chaos exists; some unknown force violently overcomes inertia and a seemingly orderly assignment of the universe takes place. If the ‘spirit’ and that unknown ‘force’ have substance or the knowledge of it, and are the motivating energy in the creation, it is my belief that they are one and the same. In religion we search for the ‘figure’ of God, but cannot define it because, as it turns out, it is only a name we have given to the ‘moving force’ of all life, ‘the spirit.’ We should rightly be searching for the nature of the ‘spirit’. Find it and we have both! In science, on the other hand, there is ‘light’ and the vehicle upon which it travels, ‘ether!’ (For want of a better name) “A medium formerly thought to permeate space and fill the interstices between particles of matter.” The terms ‘spirit’ and ‘ether’ appear to be the objects of our search, and both continue to exist even in an expanding universe. What if both are the same thing? What may I assume about an entity that can manifest energy, or produces physical manifestations in an orderly and seemingly intelligent fashion? It is an existing, living, intelligent entity. “It is a life form!” We are told in religion that the ‘substance’ that created all things, including us, exists in all things; ‘spirit’; well so does ‘ether’ (or its modern scientific counterpart) If they are the same element; a viable, living, intelligent entity that exists on the sub-atomic level, it is obvious that we would have difficulty in recognizing, defining or communicating with it.

Has anyone ever been akin to this life force; true prophets, psychics, visionaries, empaths, faith healers, oracles, etc. Its attributes, genius, inspiration, prodigy…..

I note that at no time has ‘God’ ever created a history changing event by itself. ‘God’ has always used some human or geological medium. Why? In the end, we have been searching for, even hoping for the discovery of other life in the universe. I believe it is already in our midst and has been since the beginning of time. And if its nature is as I have assumed, it is neither religious nor scientific. The difficulty in our inability to communicate with it lies in the difference between our two physical structures! So what’s the common language?"

I left Theism Debate many months ago because of the nature of this concept. How was it possible to prove my theory? It is, as I noted, only a matter of how we survey the subject, in a religious or a scientific mode. I decided to approach it directly, crying out into the seeming void in an effort to recreate those many spiritual experiences that have directed my life in a most personal and physical manner. Intimacy is the description of my relationship with the God I know.

I have been recognized and responded to in a manner that has almost driven me to madness. Had I continued I would have been driven to insanity.

It is as though I had suddenly become aware of a person who had been sitting in the same room with me for hours. I was deluged with images, information I could barely begin to digest that was given to me, not in words, but in concepts of systems which the human mind cannot bear to comprehend. In the end I had to beg for relief or I truly believe I would have been destroyed. Entity, Spirit, is still aware of me but with the knowledge that now, I am aware of him! There is a communion of sorts but eased considerably because the Spirit is aware that we cannot handle the immensity of his being.

What I have discovered is that there is intent, the intent of a life-force which has formed out of its own nature all things of which we can conceive. A life-form that desires communion with us but who realizes that that contact must be within the capabilities of our meager human form. I am still recovering from the enormity of that first contact though it was almost three months ago. And as a humorous aside, my therapist assures me that my mind, which we refer to as 'The Freight Train', has not wrecked, it has just dared to go where sane folk do not tread!

Your thoughts are desired and I will check this site for messages. My e-mail is set to high priority but you can contact me through this site and management.

I am, in the Living Christ;
Victor
 
Hi Victor - and welcome back to the forums. :)

If only more people would leave Theism Debate - essentially, my prototype experiment for this place on MSN - and join here instead, then we could all enrich one another's company so much more often. :)

As for what you are learning - indeed, and it is not an uncommon experience - I am pretty certain that a number of people here have experienced similar, myself included.

"God" is usually a term easier to work with in communication - many people, no matter their faith, have a sense of God's sheer incomprehensibility to the human mind.

Sometimes I use "The Divine" because it's a word that reaches out more easily across boundaries. My original favourite was "Universal Consciousness". But the titles are numerous - I think it's the Arabs who say that there are infinite names for God.

Anyway, your faith has always seemed strong - perhaps it is more that you have suddenly experienced a sea-change - from understanding, to comprehending? An analogy I used to use often is that we can all learn as much about mountains as we can from other sources - from books, from other people's experience of the mountain. However, nothing would ever prepare a person for the experience of suddenly finding themselves at the foot of a mountain, looking up. The magnitude! The complexity! The range of incommunicable detail!

So all spiritual insight can be like this - acts not of understanding, but of comprehending. What's even more mind-blowing is that no single act of comprehension covers entire reality - it is like comprehending fractions of a whole (and never yet having enough fractions to determine the whole!).

It is an act of humility to realise the depth of the mysteries surrounding us, that our bare developed consciousnesses can only superficially fathom - and yet the constant acts of revelation are explosions of comprehension in themselves.

Sounds like you're having fun in the process - a process of many possibilities, but fewer probabilities.

Though of course, I could well be too self-involved to have any fair comprehension of the experiences you are going through. :)

While you're back, perhaps this particular thread would be of interest?
http://www.comparative-religion.com/forum/showthread.php?t=1549
 
have been recognized and responded to in a manner that has almost driven me to madness. Had I continued I would have been driven to insanity.
... can you eloborate more... Like how.....?

Did the messengers/prophets also arrived at the same state......

Its written in Quran.... Mohammed (MPUH) was asked " Iqra" roughly translated...

Read....and when he Said..." I cannot I am not litereate " then the angel Gibrael..

Put his Hand in his chest....and so to say...Expanded it.....Not Physically...But in

some other way...so after that he was able to " Iqra " or Read..

you said.... You too were Recognized....By that or a similiar....Divine...all

encompassing Entity/force/ Sprit.....

.......May be .....you reached...some form of a STATE....where ...you were able..

to SEE...

Please.... Explain More...
 
Victor,
I joined the forum a few days ago, and am glad to have been able to read about your profound experience. Thanks for the opportunity to be privy to it. If this isn't too personal a question, has this experience changed your outlook on life in any way? I know you seem to be a Christian, and so I hope this doesn't offend you, but your description reminded me of Chapter 11 in the Hindu scripture, the Bhagavad Gita, when Lord Krishna displayed the Universal Form to Arjuna.

I have come back to read your description of your experience several times. It sends chills through me, because it reminds me of an experience (not as profound as yours) that I had one time in 1989. I used to meditate regularly then, and one night I had a truly overwhelming session of meditation, when I actually transcended the feeling of fear, and felt that I was on the threshhold of transcending further to experience something else (I don't know what) - but held back. It wasn't fear that held me back - I just had a feeling that I wasn't ready for whatever was beyond the threshhold. I did not feel fear of anything at the end of the meditation - not even death - and went to sleep leaving the door to my house open that night. I knew that if I meditated the next day, I would probably have an even more profound experience - would probably cross the threshhold that I encountered the previous night, but I avoided meditation on the next day. The feeling of total fearlessness derived from that one session lasted for 3 weeks.

I have not meditated regularly in the last 10 years, but have been trying to to start again, and your experience is acting as a catalyst. But I still am not sure if I am ready yet to cross the threshhold that you seem to have crossed.
 
Indogenes: I have never studied the Hindu writings therefore am ignorant of anything I might have in common with them. If I have hit on some
common ground it only emphasizes that what I have been going through is a valid state of existence. In as much as I have had many spiritual experiences in my life I can say that it has not changed that which I believe, it has merely changed the manner in which I communicate with It. As Brian is aware, my relationship with that Being I call, God, has always been very physical, very personal, and extremely intimate. This 'new understanding' appears to be a natural extension of the road on which I have been traveling. It may well be that I have reached a state of knowledge which will accompany me after this life experience is over.

Aquaris: It has been my privilege to have studied Islam for some fifteen years. I consider the life, the words and the actions of the Prophet (pbuh) to be an exceptional experience reserved for the very elect. My experience, however, was not something imparted to me by a visible being but was a sudden and transforming ‘understanding’ of the nature of existence. It seems to have occurred, simply enough, as an inner ‘realization.’ I truly do not believe that in our present state any of us can ascertain the ‘physical’ appearance of the Entity, or Spirit. It is intelligent, omnipotent, compassionate and understanding of our needs. I believe that the initial outburst on its part was one of satisfaction in being recognized as a ‘life-form’, an existing, self-sustaining, Being. (That is obviously my personal assessment.)

Once it realized my inability to function on its level, it relented but the recognition and the communication (of sorts) is still there. I can only respond in this regard by noting that in my own mind at this point, God, as such, is an abstract concept. Jesus who was called the Christ, is the humanity with which we can relate, as are all of those chosen as Prophets of the Godhead, but the Spirit, Entity, is the power behind the very universe itself! It is the giver of life, the consummate power that created all things known and unknown.

Especially as a Christian believer, I delight in pondering the great star-fields, the ‘nurseries’ where Hubble proves to us that the Spirit’s power is so very great that the creation is still unfolding, a continuing act of a design that demands the recognition of an intelligent and relentless hand.

Victor
 
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