In the world of positive integers... there is a finite beginning. 1 and an infinite ending.
Quite. But 'number' is a construct, and it depends whether we're talking
cardinal numbers, which tell us 'how many', such as how many years old the universe is, they're 'counting numbers' which infer quantity...
Or
ordinal numbers which tell of the order of things in a set – first, second, third, etc. Ordinal numbers are not quantitative
per se, but qualitative, showing rank or position.
(Some see the '6 days' of creation in a cardinal sense, in a hierarchy of time. Others (myself included) see the six as 'ordinal' in the sense of priority and therefore dependency, in that the first 'contains' all that follows.)
Depends how you think of '1'.
Is it possible that a finite beginning always existed?
Depends what you mean by 'always existed'.
Taking the point that prior to 'the beginning' there was nothing, then there's nothing to measure this beginning against as a backstop. If we rewind the movie of the universe, we get a cosmos shrinking into an infinitely dense 'point', that point containing all time, all space, and everything in it, there is nothing other-than-it. The point is that in the sense that all 'space' and all 'time' is compressed into an infinite point – infinite because we cannot number anything other-than-it.
The multi-universe theory doesn't really help. Even if we allow for an infinite number of universes, they are all the same by the common property of
universe, that is, the 'multi' is a collective of a given object, in this instance 'universe'. So we end up with a single, meta-universe which contains within it every possible instance of universe.
Now ... if we suppose an infinite number of universes, we can suppose
one more universe, and by the same token, one less. So we have to allow an infinite one-more number of universes, but then we also have to allow an infinite one-less number universes until we arrive at ...
no universes at all.
Hence the metaphysicians' question, why is there
anything? And the answer, 'well, there just is' has never proved adequate. No child, even at the end of asking an infinite number of 'why's?', will ever settle for the adults's exasperated answer of 'that's just the way it is!'
Philosophy (and metaphysics is just a branch of philosophy) looks to what is called 'the ground' – that from which the universe, or any number of universes, are in
principle. The ground is that which all universes, despite any and every disparity, have in common; that which determines them as universes. But although the ground determines the variable nature of the universes, the universes do not determine the ground, any more than an effect can be its own cause.
To cut to the metaphysical chase, we can argue that the ground is in essence, no more than the universes that rise from it. That is, their rising is just 'in the nature of things' and not because of any determinate agency of the ground as such. The ground then is not God, but simply an underlying substrate, a kind of 'quantum vacuum' from which the universe seems to spring 'as if from nowhere'.
So we arrive at a 'brute' universe: Why is it? There is no 'why', it just is. There is no determinate cause, no determinate end, and no real purpose to anything in between, other than to be. But then we are obliged to accept, in terms of meaning, that there is no
point to the universe. It just is. It has no meaning, other than itself, and has no purpose, other than itself. It possesses no value, other than its is-ness.
So no 'mystical states' of knowing and being. No 'one-ness', all-in-all. No secret to 'life, the universe and everything'. There is no reason, no point, no purpose to life other than what we appoint for it ... it's not that there is a meaning, it's just that we can't make sense of life without one.
In which case that – the pursuit of meaning – can only be seen, for us, as utterly unnecessary and irrelevant and, I'd have to say in light of our history so far, an absolutely fucking awful aberration.
Nothing to 'grok'. No 'enlightenment'. All such notions are mere intellectual abstractions. If one were being hard on a Buddhist philosophy, there is no enlightenment because there is nothing to be enlightened about. Capital 'E' Enlightenment is an illusion. You are already illumined, you just don't know it, because you think it's something else.
You are bound to suffering because by seeking a release from what is, you develop attachments to illusions of release, which are in reality nothing more than the cause of more suffering. Bliss, a state beyond suffering is, in fact, a chimera. Bliss is just that transitory state when, if you are lucky enough, you do not happen to be suffering noticeably at that moment. It is ephemeral and itself heightens your suffering when its gone. Nothing more than that.
Before enlightenment, chop wood, carry water. After enlightenment ... Or, as the Christians say, 'The monk's life is toil. Toil is what a monk is.'
If, however, we allow a
determinate cause, that is a cause towards an end, then that is what the extended KCA means by 'person'.
It does not, let me stress, imply God as person as presented by the Abrahamic Tradition.
It does
not, for example, infer a God who is a moral agent, although it does imply for us a moral dimension. Good then is that which pertains towards its determined end. Bad is that which deflects from that end, hence the idea of 'sin' or 'missing the mark' ... but I'm treading perhaps too close to theology here...
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RIDER
This has been a stream-of-consciousness fingers tapping keys exercise. I have not pre-thought (in detail) nor as yet reflected on what I have written. I might disown the lot...
So ... for the moment ... don't assume I've nailed my colours to the mast.
If nothing else, two things:
1: It might well indicate where my philosophy has gone off the rails and
2: It might well point to my Catholicism as not being the kind of Catholicism one assumes of a Catholic.