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*I like AT5 better. It's much more Star-wars-ish*
Awaiting_the_fifth said:
I maintain my point that he is not technically the spiritual leader of any school of Buddhism.
And you are, of course correct here.
Awaiting_the_fifth said:
However, in the last few weeks since starting this thread I have also become deeply disillusioned with Geshe-la.
I'm sorry to hear that. I have been on the verge of dissolusionment myself. Although I don't think that I'm yet deeply dissolusioned as I think he still means well and is a very enlightened being.
Awaiting_the_fifth said:
I have read stories about him allowing only the use of his own books in NKT Dharma centres and thinking back to my first visit, I see that this is true. When I first asked the monk at my local centre what holy texts I could read, he did not point me towards the Tipitaka or the Threefold Lotus or Heart Sutra, instead he sold me copies of eight steps to happiness and the meditation handbook.
I would be lying to say that I have not noticed this myself. However as for outside reading, my teacher has always maintained that we are welcome to read whatever we'd like. That doesn't go for the monastics though. She is 'allowed' to but it's frowned upon. They just feel that Geshe-la's books are all encompassing so why read anything else? I suppose...
Awaiting_the_fifth said:
He also tells us in "Joyful path to Good Fortune" that friends are a waste of time, I could not disagree more with this attitude.
While I am gratefull to him for building the NKT and giving me access to Buddhism, I no longer feel that the NKT is the right school for me, and I can no longer blindly and whole heartedly support Geshe-la as I have done in the past.
I would have to agree on both statements. I doubt you're such an easily swayed person but I sincerely hope that I had nothing to do with your decision. Although I have a strong bond and love for my teacher and our little classes, I do no think that the NKT, as a whole, is the right tradition for me either. I think it's a stepping stone. My little classes and pujas are perfect for me right now. They are my link to the Dharma until such time as I find something else.
Although my decision isn't based upon the Geshe-La/Dalai Lama/Dorje Shugden issue. My goal is to find something more traditional.
Awaiting_the_fifth said:
So how do I feel about Dorje Shugden now? I have no idea, I dont know one way or the other, so I will have to remove him from my practice.
I have always felt this way about Dorje Shugden. I don't believe that anything can bring harm to someone unless you're open to letting it harm you. I think if your practice is in seeing him as a protector. Then, in a sense, that is what he'll be. But I believe, in the end, it all comes down to the mind and what you believe.
_Z_ said:
I think you hit the proverbial nail on the head there, Z. If I am reading the Sutras and Pali Canon correctly, the last thing on the Buddha's mind was for people to make him a deity, or any others for that matter. In all honestly my deification of the Buddha goes as far as him being a supremely enlightened being who helped to show us the way.
My attraction to Buddhism in the first place, was more for the way people practiced more than anything else. Like you mentioned on a previous post Z, sometimes it starts to remind me of Christianity in the dark ages. I think Buddhism, because it's not a native religion in the west, is practiced (IN GENERAL) by people with a purer intention to truly attempt to acheive the goal. Unfotunately for Christianity and those attempting to practice it purely, it is a more native religion so people are just born that way and don't make much effort. Let me clarify that I know this is not always, but often, true.
Although I, once again, in general, don't agree with organized religion, there is a definite advantage to having a place to go and practice with like-minded people. It makes the whole practice seem much more real than just reading a book.
I was actually raised a mormon... (deep breathe)
. I'm sure it's not exclusive to the mormons but I can tell you in my little neck of the woods I saw a lot of hypocrisy. People emptying Mountain Dew cans and filling them with beer so the kiddies wouldn't see 'em drinking a brewskie. That really got to me and I wanted to find people making a real effort. That's all!Practice/meditate/pray because you want to, not because you're afraid not to.
Ok, enough tangents... But it ties into the Dorje Shugden debate. Some people are afraid to stop the practice because he is indeed, a wrathfull deity.
~Ricky