Bandit said:
I believe you. I think something like dejavu or some kind of vision, maybe being caught away in spirit is more what i am seeing with some of this, for me anyway.
Thanks. I know lots of people would just think I'm nuts, so it's only in a web forum or with the closest of friends that I would discuss such experiences. I thought of them very much like the visions I experience from God for years, except they "felt" different. They just weren't the same as the ones where I just
know it's right-here-right-now a message, you know? There was a series of odd events that eventually led me to some startling conclusions, including that these seemed to actually be memories of past lives.
But I also think God chooses what to give me and what not for a reason. I'm learning lessons from these things, whether or not I'm correctly interpreting them as memories, and in the end it's the lesson behind the memory/message and not the belief I build around it that I think matters. So I'm always open to interpretation. I know some people get into meditating or hypnosis or other methods to force the memories to the surface and remember more, but as tempting as it is (I'm so darn curious!), I feel that it is not right. I feel very strongly, actually, that the Spirit has told me not to probe too deeply on my own into my own soul. I am supposed to remain focused on God, and if I remain steadfastly looking to Him, then I won't receive anything I can't handle with His help, or anything that serves no purpose.
I don't think outside of interesting conversation that it has many benefits to widely discuss this with folks, and I rarely do it except with those closest to me. I think a lot of people in our society would just be happy they get more than this one life to get with the program, and even if reincarnation does happen, wasting time is not beneficial to anyone's spiritual well-being, in my opinion. I believe it's best to live every day like it was your last and you are about to be whisked away to God- life is more joyful, passionate, and giving that way.
i see it as more in the fulness of time & we will understand it better on that side of Jordan.
Yep, me too. For now, we see as through a glass dimly, then we shall see in full.
we dont choose. God just does it & at some point we/they reconcile with whatever purpose He has for doing it.
You know, it's funny you should say that. Because I always felt, since I was very small, that there was a reason I'm here. I don't just mean created, I know we were all created to glorify God out of His boundless love for us. But I mean, a reason for me specifically to be here at this moment, in this place, in this body. If what I have are memories, I have some ideas about lessons that I am learning. But I also have always felt very much like I have a purpose here that is broader than me. I still have no clue what that is, but I feel the Spirit preparing me. I ask God all the time, but I get the distinct impression I'm not supposed to figure it out yet.
one dream i remember well, took me into the midst of 3 of the apostles & a short discussion with them concerning a conflict in understanding. i asked God for understanding & i believe this was his way of showing me & confirming.
That must have been an amazing dream. I never seem to get any information quite like that in my visions, either waking or sleeping. I just get shown things, experience things. But I'm a terrible audio learner, so maybe God is just making sure I remember things accurately later! I do feel I receive answers during prayer, and it generally feels like an inner guiding from the Spirit, an inner voice. But I've never met up with any of the saints- though in one vision-dream there was the most beautiful woman I'd ever seen. She radiated light, literally. I don't really know if she was an angel or what. I have always just focused on God, so I really didn't know how to think of her. But she knew me very, very well and was definitely somebody special and did not seem very human, really. She was definitely of God though.
i dont lean in any direction of the established faiths in Christianity or other religions that started after the apostles & stick real close word for word the way it went down in the book of Acts. this was the first of the church, not the History of the religions that came after it.
I pretty much go it alone in terms of beliefs, but recently reading literature on Celtic Christianity I realized that practically all my beliefs are encapsulated in that tradition. It was surprising, but nice to be able to refer to an established tradition of sorts. Of course, for me the foundation is the Spirit and the Word- traditions are for fellowship and helping us out, but it has to come down to God on a personal level for me.
as for nature, i think this is something different also. it is only in the last 5 years i have become one with nature & the creator that way. something unexplainable, but real & i believe God is in it. Like a live vibration that runs from what i touch that comes from the ground through my feet, hands & body-kind of like electricity, but soothing.
i see these things as evidence because of my faith & accept it as a blessing & dont try to add to it or make it happen again.
But i also feel it is seperate from the experience of being filled with the promise of Holy Ghost & the shekinah glory that makes us one in essence with God & nothing material in between. & this is what we want to seek after & stay close to. this is what lets nothing seperate us from Him & from His love.
Very interesting. Yes, I feel that too. I have always felt God very strongly in nature, and I think that's why I try to worship Him out in the wilds when I can get out there. There's just something about it. I can really feel nature glorifying God, and feel His immanence in each of His precious creations. I can also commune with those in nature, in a way- the trees, animals, even sometimes the elements. But to me, yes, it is different from being filled with the Spirit and experiencing God. Going out into nature for me is like going to church, complete with congregation of trees and wild animals. We all fellowship, and sing hymns to God in our diverse languages, and even teach one another the lessons we've learned. But beyond the church of nature, there is that personal experience of God, that personal relationship and the promise of God's eternal love... and that far surpasses anything the congregation can give.