I think I was preconditioned ... yes. More THC in the brain that probably should have been, but this was all that was
supposed to be there. In retrospect, I believe now that there was also a bit of PCP present. That part wasn't intentional, and is one more reason
not to rush in - where angels fear to tread.
The conditions, including altered awareness, were such that I was identitied with a prior incarnation ... or two, actually. Bah, over 30 days, I probably touched on one aspect or another of
7 previous lives ... which I remember. But the ONE which first put me in touch with the "Jinn," was that of a Persian woman. The most unpleasant portion of the experience went on for - easily several minutes at a time, but perhaps even hours ... and this over several days time.
Jinn, as I have come to understand them, are
intelligent, to a point, being of the nature of
elemental lives, or a lower order of Deva. Normally, theirs and humans' paths do not cross, or at least,
I hadn't ever had this type of experience. This is a type of creature which
enjoys what we would call
tormenting ... though again, this is perfectly natural, as I understand it. It's like encountering a mountain lion or something. They may well become mean, and even attack. But to become superstitious, and say a polecat is "evil" ... is of course, silly.
As I think about it, I wonder if some folks, having had such an experience, might think they'd come face to face with
Old Scratch himself! This wouldn't surprise me. But after my Jinn experience, or during this same 30 days, I saw and experienced things that made the Jinn seem pretty minor. It's kind of like the Mystical or religious experience, which many folks have, and then decide they saw/felt
Jesus, or an angel, or whatever ... this is how things get interpreted. Sometimes, the correct interpretation doesn't present itself for many years, and even then it only dawns slowly. This is probably the case with the Jinn thing. I have yet to fully understand it. I
did learn, however, what
not to do!
taijasi