OK ,i will give a little bit away about myself Church of England on a birth certificate , was about it ,
but i found no enlightenment regarding the bible in that erea, only manmade doctrines not inline with the bible . i was a rebel when it came to God in my childhood because i did not believe that there was a God , if ever i felt the need to pray i would dig in my heels and say to myself ,how can i talk to a thing that is not even there. so i didnt bother. but later on in life , i allowed myself to talk to an imagined God , and i said in my so called prayer .............. WHAT A MESS THE WORLD IS ........if there is a God up there WHY dont you do something about things ?............... if i was God i would start all over again , if you are up there, i dont really blame you for all of the wars , crime, ruining of the earth , it is mans fault not yours, so if i was you i would start again . that was my first ever prayer and not long after my questions were well and truely answered............. and i can see that Jehovah really is the answerer of prayers
Well now. That was enlightening and GREAT! So, in your faith, your prayers are answered, and you see tangible results. Hence God is revealed to you in a way you can accept? yes?
Now things become clearer (and a bit more personal)...no more wall.
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Joshua
p.s. I think Daniel is right on as far as God being in control.