This is my most visited thread since MW opened it. Call me Thomas Covenant the Unbeliever, for that is who I am. But never believe for a moment that i stand untouched by sincerity. I miss you that has passed with deep resonance. Touching us with the simplicity of purest love. Debs you are that butterfly in chaos. That ripple that leads to the irrepressible swell. You showed me the meanness of my best intent, without making me feel guilty. You showed me I am a small thinker without ever making me feel small. You gave my small ideas courage to become beliefs, my beliefs to become strengths. Not because thats what you intended, or believed, but because you supported with love regardless. Without this new medium I would never have shared a word with you. But strangely time is always perfect. I do not think you gone, well you do not feel gone, and in this timeless medium you most surely are not gone. Someone looking over your shoulder is annoying at best, creepy if they are meant to be dead. But you are far more in your influence on me than any COC. You remind me to never forget my humanity in my atheistic drive for rational. One in a million debs. debs was one in a million.
Tao
