You have incorrectly deciphered my words, allow me to elaborate:
Maybe you could re-cipher them . . . but you didn't.
You are seeking at this time, if it is utterly out of your control why have you bothered to devote so much time to learning your faiths material?
My peristalsis nad your peristalsis are out of our control ---but I always answer its call without question ---even without rasing my hand for permission.
The point of seeking is to increase your receptivity, and the point of meditation is to increase your capacity.
Seeking is for self-preservation and/or enjoyment.
Meditation is the homework that weeds out the lazy competetors.
This is important, capacity allows you to receive more and so you go on growing spiritually.
Along with making a respectable living, self-preservation and enjoyments galore.
What must be understood is that it is not your freewill, it is all planned, the choices you are making in this pursuit are programmed already.
"Fornication under consent of the King . . . by the light of the dashboard"?
or
"What ever the insurance company policy allows for"?
Every indecision you experience has already been decided, but this is how the ego becomes stronger: it identifies with those decisions.
Destiny exists side by side with random chance ---it's bloody complicated to explain. Like the pleasure of child birth. Like yin and yang complementing each other.
You are reading this, so existence wants you to understand this.
But my boss would have a contrary opinion.
You are deciding to this point that it is ok to continue pursuing logically and in a future life you will reach.
That future 'human' life time will be a long way off because of the long sign-up sheet., and because of all the micro karmic networks. IE: A good driver on a long journey must check the tires and transmission oil and the rear light fuse box ---not later, not now . . . but before setting out.
You have highlighted the notion of time being false, yet you defend reincarnation.
I said, "This is a conflation of the notion of "time" and freewill."
"Time is real" but it leaves and is replaced with the current flow ---time is temporary and transcient ---but time is real.
I know what is written as to the definition of "re-incarnation" of an individual soul's during the transmigration of the soul-life-force into a new birth-vessel. It is not a defense, its an insistence on citing proper references.
Neither yesterday nor tomorrow exist, but you are projecting so far into the future that it is going into future lives.
Both yesterday & tomorrow exist ---it's set in stone and recorded for posterity. We stand on the shoulders of our predecessors ---until vandals take it upon themselves to erase such benchmarks.
There is ONLY this very moment, change is constant and this creates the concept of time - it is a measure of recognizable change. I would suggest to you that you are supposed to receive this post and allow your intuition to guide you to the ultimate rather than allowing your mind to continue its distractions of acquiring knowledge and doubting whether it can happen to you this second.
"There is ONLY this very moment to change my overweight condition", said the obese person before eating another serving.
Time is not a concept nor the reason for bondage.
Lust [via all 5 sense organs] is the reason for bondage.
" I would suggest to you that you . . . allow your intuition to guide you . . . rather than . . . to continue its distractions of acquiring knowledge . . . ."
Oh geez, I bet you say this to all the sane (and insane) people you meet.
Learning is not going to help, you are only acquiring more you will have to drop eventually.
I can definitely work on un-learning ---if that is advantagous.
You already know all that you need know for your foundation towards the real journey: inward confirmation.
I have already gambled away the rent money on an intuition.