Hi Elfiet —
I read this as a person needs to receive miraculous forgiveness to be 'free' from the past deed. Meaning, true repentance and healing in the thoughts (mind).
It is beginning to dawn on me that true healing is a whole-body thing. Like muscles have 'memory' and the physiology can pattern as a result of events, I think there is an area of physical healing — and I don't mean like a broken leg mending or a cut healing over — that is beyond mental healing.
I remember listening to Roseanne Barr, talking about the abuse she suffered as a child. She said mentally she has come to terms with what happened, but emotionally it becomes 'real' and she's right back there, reliving her childhood self — so the mental healing is one thing, but it is not all-encompassing.
I can remember my sisters 21st birthday, a landmark in my teen years, but cook up the breakfast she served the next morning and I am
right there. My sense of smell triggers a lot stronger memory than my memory ...
Connecting spiritually is the only way to accomplish this.
Agreed, but then I am increasingly critical of those who pursue 'the path of spiritual enlightenment' — most of it is pure self-serving egoism, self-aggrandisement, self-delusion. It's consumer spirituality ... If one wants to be truly spiritual, try putting oneself out of the picture and serving one's neighbour, or putting oneself out of the picture and serving God in whatever traditional form one can engage with.
Look at Scripture, and the people whom Christ praises for their faith and their closeness to God: the publican, the widow at the temple, the centurion ... any 'spiritual masters' on the list? Nope. Any spiritual practitioners? Nope.
Look at the Beatitudes. Look at Matthew 25 — who are 'the blessed of God'? "For I was hungry, and you gave me to eat; I was thirsty, and you gave me to drink; I was a stranger, and you took me in: Naked, and you covered me: sick, and you visited me: I was in prison, and you came to me." (v35-36)
Where is the spiritual practice? That
is the spiritual practice. It's caring for one's neighbour ...
All the 'technique' is a discipline to get you to the start line, to get you to the point you're fit to even begin ... whereas it has evolved a 'mystique' and has become something in itself ...
The more I contemplate Christianity, the tougher it becomes.