Yes. And isn't that the most ancient wisdom of all: as I change, so does my world?
That's true for everyone. It's like when I'm looking for this, I find this but not where I expected, and when I find what I find unsatisfactory, the entire structure and world around me changes, and then there's times when I'm satisfied, but then comes the discontent, leading me further up and further into more changes.
I guess if I always viewed life as an adventure, as if its more of a game or quest to get to where I truly belong, Id come to know where my heart is, my treasure will be also, so in that sense, I'm a treasure hunter, on a rainbow venture to find my "pot of gold".
The fires are raging, refining and reaping, dividing and keeping the best of what's to be. As for me and my personal soul search and self discovery, I'm learning to not settle for the metal to be divided from what's saved after its all been completed. That's my personal self refinement, not another's refinement of which I want no control. The question I guess isn't a question at all, but rather a realization of what will make me happy both during and after it all ...
It increases either way … Umm, the way the world changes around me anyway.