No one here is talking about Carlos Casteneda. But for the record he wasn't so much of a fraud as he was guided/manipulated by a fraud (there is a difference). Did you have that sort of dirt done to you back in the days when you "dropped acid, did pscilocybe mushrooms and peyote"? I venture to say you didn't take the advice given in "The Varieties of Psychedelic Experience" and many other authorative books on the subject that say psychedelics should be experienced only in a controled environment and under controled circumstances. The study I referrenced by Johns Hopkins University also says as much.
Matrixism: the path of the One gives the same sound and responsible advice. This is a quote from the Matrixism website:
"Unfortunately because psilocybin and LSD are currently illegal in many parts of the world they both tend to attract unwanted attention from the agents of the system and the minions of the Merovingian (i.e. law enforcement agencies and organized crime syndicates). It is NEVER a good idea to buy illicit substances. For this reason mastery in the skill of growing psilocybin mushrooms is essential to the path of the One. Additionally psilocybin mushrooms grown by one's own self should never be sold and should only be shared with close friends and family. Lastly we highly recommend that psychedelic mushrooms be taken in private and that they be experienced in a relatively controled environment."
Clearly if psilocybin mushrooms or any other psychedelic are taken as directed the kind of thing that happened to Carlos (and perhaps yourself) could never occur.
Popeye, have you read the Matrixism website? It is a fairly short read:
Matrixism: the path of the One