Finally picked up J. Campbell The Power of Myth. What a great little book. Just finished the chapter Sacrifice and Bliss, underlined most everything from p 133-143. Have to share a couple of lines:
"Jesus on the cross, the Buddha under the tree--these are the same figures. And the cherubim at the gate--who are they? At the Buddhist shrines you'll see one has his mouth open, the other has his mouth closed--fear and desire, a pair of oppsites. If you're approaching a garden like that, and those two figures there are real to you and threaten you, if you have fear for your life, you are still outside the garden. But if you are no longer attached to your ego existence, but see the ego existence as a function of a larger, eternal totality, and you favor the larger against the smaller, then you won't be afraid of those two figures, and you will go through." (p. 133)
If one is to be reborn, death is necessary first. Who is it that dies?
"...Abelard offered as an explanation of the crucifixion: that the Son of God came down into this world to be crucified to awaken our hearts to compassion, and thus to turn our minds from the gross concerns of raw life in the world to the specifically human values of self-giving in shared suffering."
Campbell puts into words, supported by thousands of years worth of observations, what I have sensed and crave. I'm sure this is just a function of having absorbed many of these thoughts subconsciously over the years, ideas that are ready to be born. If I've even had a bona fide personal revelation, it was simply the word compassion.