hello path, thanks for replying... we are really off the topic, but i don't care, we are talking about God. that's what counts.
Sorry.
But I agree. These topics, like any conversation, tend to go into tangents... but talking about the same overall subject.
ok. this is where we differ greatly. i take it you don't stare at the starry heavens and wonder where God is at. i mean, really at. His throne and His heavenly host. the earth is His footstool if you haven't read that already. He isn't dwelling with us yet.
No, I don't really wonder where God is at. I take it you have a more literalist reading of scripture. I start from my spiritual experience, as that started before I could read, and then I try to understand scripture in two ways- with reference to my own spiritual experience and with reference to the original language, culture, time period, etc. in which it was written. That said, I've found a lot of what is assumed literal in the Bible doesn't mesh well with either my experience of God or my study of context.
However, I don't think it really matters. What matters is the sincere seeking, in my opinion. I don't think God cares if I get the "right" answer. I don't even think there is a right answer, at least not one that humans can understand. I think God cares about my intent- if my heart longs after Him/Her/It. If I love God and neighbor with all my heart and soul, as deeply as I love myself.
it is only His Spirit that is in His creation and not Him, if that makes sense. i don't believe in worshipping His Spirit, because even that is something that comes from Him.
I guess I don't see God in this way. I see God emanating forth manifestations, all of which have in them Spirit. God remains undiminished, but that does not make the Spirit any less God. At least, that's how I think about it. Of course, I don't really think my ideas (or anyone's at any time) are accurate reflections of what God is really like. I think we can only guess. What I think we can definitively have is a relationship with God, a personal experience of God. I can never really know what any being on earth is like- even those I am incredibly close to, like my husband- remain somewhat of a mystery. How much more so does God? But yet, I am in love with my husband, we share a life, a home, a constant and daily interaction. And so too with God.
too many times have i read in the book that He is like a Husband asking for His unfaithful wife to come back to Him.
I don't buy that God is jealous. I don't mind saying outright that it is not something I agree with. I do not believe scriptural text of any sort is infallible; I think it chronicles a people's experience of God and describes it the best they can at the time (and that is being relatively generous from a scholarly point of view, since in reality it also appears that religions have long been used for some not-so-great political and selfish ends).
The Divine I have, on many occasions, experienced has never felt remotely human. Manifestations like Jesus have, and show me a bridge between human and divine. But the occasions where I have felt to be directly in the presence of God Itself, and completely out of my own body, were strange experiences indeed. I don't think God feels negative emotions like jealousy. Our own feelings of things like jealousy are based in fear- fear of losing that which is precious to us. I don't think God fears anything, because I think God is all-powerful. So it just makes no sense to me, either from a spiritual or logical line of thinking.
i can't risk worshipping something He didn't mean for it to be worshipped. that is why we have Him. once again, i can see your point, but i can't risk angering Him again.
Jealousy, anger, fear... Doesn't that make God sound like a petty tyrant? I don't mean that in a debating way, I'm just saying to me, this always makes God seem too human, too vulnerable.
How did God feel about most of the people in human history, who were in shamanic Pagan religions, long before monotheism began? Most of human history, we were hunter-gatherers with animistic systems of belief (everything alive with spirits). So it just doesn't make sense to me why God would be angry about it. It is what it is.
On a personal level, I just don't get it either. I've never felt God was angry with me for seeking after God. When I thank the Earth, I don't stop receiving comfort or peace or joy from God. God has never abandoned me, and have faith that S/He never will. Christ has never abandoned me, and I have faith He will ever be at my side. I have felt God come to me when I doubt most, when I reach most into other ways of thinking. I know that God knows I am sincere, and that is what is asked of me.
i am glad you are humble in this manner.
Any other way of thinking makes no sense to me, to be honest.
my wife, my kids, the trees, food, my job, everything has been given to me. not to abuse it, but has been given into my hands to nurture and tend to. it is there, not to ask permission, but to enjoy, because it is ours.
Yes, we differ greatly in this regard. I think nothing has been given to me. I think it is all temporary, and I am grateful for all that life brings, as it is all a way for me to grow spiritually and to express love, that is to say, to learn more of how I can express God through me. I do believe I am to nurture and heal every being, including myself, but I see this as different from everything being
mine. I see everything, including myself, as God's alone. Secondly, as everything as belonging to itself, with its own purpose and rights. So I am thankful to both God and to each individual being for their presence and their gift. And I am respectful to both. I appreciate having others ask my permission to take things from me, even those closest to me. It makes me feel loved and appreciated when my husband asks me for something, rather than taking or demanding it. By extension, I try to give this to all beings and to be aware of each of their gifts and (sometimes) sacrifices to aid my life.
i guess you can say that God has really really spoiled man. He really has given all of us, even the wicked, everything that is in our hearts.
I think God spoils no one, but gives to all beings freely. Humans exist to fill a certain purpose in service to each other and to other beings- to the earth itself, and other beings likewise. We each have our purpose, but we all have purposes. Then, it is up to us how we use this gift- to grow in love, which is ultimately what benefits ourselves as well as others and God- or to grow in selfishness and pride, which serves no one, including ourselves (in the long run).
as i mentioned earlier, He is like a Husband to us and we are the nagging wife, and what does the Husband do eventually when the wife nags Him, He gives and gives freely, but some of us have abused that, and that is when God will take back at times, until we learn to glorify and give praise to Him.
Well, my husband doesn't respond to nagging that way, thank God. How would I ever learn to be a better wife???
As for God, I don't think that God operates that way. Look at some of the saints and martyrs. Intensely close to God, they gave everything, even their lives, for their love of Him/Her. Look at Mother Theresa, who lived in poverty with the poorest of the poor. I look at my own mother, who was and is incredibly loving and deeply committed to God, and yet we lived in poverty for years. God didn't do this to us. People create poverty. Fortunately, God's grace and love find people in all circumstances. But to blame bad things happening on God taking stuff away- I think this is placing the blame in the wrong location. Bad things happen for two reasons: 1) natural causes, and these aren't bad except by our own misperception and 2) people-induced causes, and these we could change but haven't yet.
what i am trying to say is that, everything on this earth, has its purpose.
Indeed. But how can we know another being's purpose? And what is the value of defining it? I guess I'm kind of the "keep it simple school"- I just focus on my purpose, and I know that to be loving others, healing others, and being joyful in my life. I believe that by loving all beings and finding joy in life, I am helping others fulfill their purposes, whatever they may be.
God's creation is amazing isn't it? i look at myself and i just shouldn't exist. but i do for some reason. i can move, talk, love, laugh, curse, be sad, hate. i can do all these things and its amazing.
Yes- this is about how I feel about it. I look at myself each day and think "Wow! I'm alive and this is certainly amazing!" The rest is like a huge bonus. Sometimes it is hard to remember that feeling when I get caught up in what we're told to expect out of life, but as Eckhart Tolle said recently, and I do love this particular quote, maybe we should rather think "What can I do for life?"
i look at the earth and see very much how it represents a woman with a baby.
That is how I see her. I see the Earth- Gaia, the spirit of the Earth- as a mother. Well, there is more to it than that, but I won't go *that* off topic.
trees as i mentioned on another thread, are even stranger still. on windy days they seem like they are praising God constantly. and when no wind is around, they are eerily silent.
Oh, trees. I could go on and on, but I won't. Too off-topic again. But trees, of all things, really speak of God to me, and life and death, and acceptance, and silence, and power. Trees are never really silent for me, but when in the wind... There is nothing better on earth to me than the feeling of strong wind in a forest. Unless there is also rain and thunder...
i can go on and on about God Himself, i just don't have anyone to go on and on about with Him. we truly are scattered to the four corners of the earth. thanks for reading a post from a deranged individual and God be with you.
Oh, me too, Leo.
That's why we're here on CR- us odd people who like to go on and on about God! I hardly think you're deranged; what is considered "normal" by US standards is caring more about sports and what celebrities wear than about love and forgiveness and... God. I say, I'm happy to be an odd one. LOL
Blessings to you,
Kim/Path