Dondi
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path of one said:It gets confusing to me because the experiential evidence points to even very deranged people coming to an awareness of the Spirit, generally through internal dialogue, indicating an inner voice or light of God.
This gets a bit tricky though, because you have people like this saying God told them to drown their children so they won't have to bear living in this evil world.
On the other hand, I heard of one story of a minister who visited an asylum and was in the section where most of the patients were in their own separate world, and he puzzled how he could reach them. So he started singing 'Jesus Loves Me'. At first nothing happened, but as he continued to sing it over and over, one by one they started joining in until the whole ward was singing 'Jesus Loves Me' with joy on their faces.
There are also cases of people in profound despaire and suicidal who have sudden experiences of inner peace, inner light, etc. It seems more like people run away from what is inside them than that this comes from the outside, as little children who do not have any sort of doctrine or theology yet often have experiences of the Spirit of God.
Yet some suicidals do not, and meet unfortunate ends. It would be interesting to know how many of those who did hear the voice of God had people praying for them. I've heard of stories of how some have stopped short of doing themselves in because some force or incident stopped them, and come to find out someone had been praying for them at the time.
To be honest, I don't totally trust this as authentic since it seems rather gnostic to me, but even given its authenticity I do not find that it is counter-intuitive to an inner Spirit or light. It just says that our flesh (which I will interpret as our self-centeredness, to get away from the gnostic influence) runs counter to the Spirit. It doesn't say that the Spirit is not in us, but rather that we must choose to be led by the Spirit and not the flesh.
Yeah, I'm not speaking in gnostic terms either, I'm more in line with you on this one.
But how do we keep the commandements and love God without the grace of God? It's a catch-22. If God is not in us at all, then what is it in us that seeks God, loves Him, and obeys Him? Do we do these things of our own accord? Personally, I don't think I can even wake up and breathe without the grace of God... the more I embrace the grace of God and am thankful and allow it to flow through me, the more I receive it.
The aforementioned prayers of others. Some grandma praying for their wayward grandson for years and years. I believe the Spirit takes an active part in answering those prayers. And there may be some gentle prodding on the part of the Spirit to touch the heart of the grandson. Still, it's the grandson's free will to choose.
And really, our relationship with God is mutual thing. The more we learn to abide, the stronger in the Spirit we can become. We grow in the grace of God. It's not an instant magical thing. It's aligning ourselves up with Him. Sometimes, we will find ourselves stuck at a certain point God won't allow us to advance until we learn what we need to learn, or modify our behavior in some way, or let go of something.
I completely agree. Jesus embodied the Spirit of God without measure. He is the perfect example of what we ought to strive for- that we should pour out ourselves so that we can become vessels for the Spirit.
When I think about the moments I am fully in the Spirit, at those times, I come very close to perfection. I live for the moment. I am grateful. I can feel the joy, love, and peace of God flow through me and out into the world. I desire nothing for myself, but only to show the love and grace of God to others. I desire to serve. I think the point of walking that narrow path is to get these moments closer and closer to each other, so that the times that I am me, with all my desires and worries and imperfections, becomes smaller and the time I am a vessel for God to work in the world becomes bigger.
I've a long way to go, but I'm hopeful.
I could have written these words, path.
This doesn't mean the Spirit is not in them, but that they are not listening or seeing. People do little things all the time that indicate this is how they think. For example, someone will eat something bad for them (say, a Big Mac), saying all the while "I shouldn't do this. I know it is so bad for me." So who is the person inside them that they are ignoring that is trying to tell them what is healthy, what is the best choice? That we are of two minds means that there is an alternative, and I think that alternative is the inner light of God, which would guide us to the best, healthiest, and most loving choices in all things if we would but listen.
I think there is a voice of 'natural conscience'. It is the 'work of the law in their hearts, their conscience also bearing witness' (Romans 2:15). Something they have picked up from their upbringing, perhaps from their parent values. Or something they learned from their culture. But I think that can only go so far.
"But the natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God" - I Cor 2:14
Something has to happen for the Spirit of God to take effect.
"Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new." - II Cor. 5:17
There has to be a joining of the Spirit of God with our spirit. A baptism in His Spirit (and I'm not talking about that speaking in tongues nonsense). When did Christ begin His ministry? At His baptism, when the Spirit of God symbolically came down upon Him at His baptism. He was immediately swept away in the wilderness where He was tested, then he started preaching the kingdom of God. I'm not advocating water baptism, which is one symbolic of the immersion of the Spirit when one is 'born again' into a new creature. I don't know when that can happen, I know some experience it at a very early age. (I think when we are born, we in our innocence are close to God (out of the mouth of babes), it's when we become conscious of sin (or more exact, moral choices) that we lose that 'something' and need to gain it back (maybe that's our Fall).