"i think what people are trying to tell me on this site is that the truth of the bible is not wanted. "
This is an interfaith site - it is not a place for salesmen and unfortunately this is what you have become.
I've tried to make a huge amount of allowance for you, supported you in public, sent you encouragement and guidance in private, but these are ignored.
I can only make so much room for you, but if you ignore my requests, try to sell to the people here, then this makes you inconsiderate to the purpose and community of the site.
I'll be honest - I'm not going to manually remove you - but I have laid out the rules clearly to you, and everytime you openly break them, you will be infracted. And after a couple of infractions, you face being automatically suspended by the forum software from the site for a few weeks.
So unless you're happy to try and fit in with the community, instead of trying to fit the community around yourself, then you face nothing more fun than a series of automatic suspensions, one after another, because you can't follow the same rules as everyone else.
You may think you get brownie points witnessing at other people here, but it encourages nobody, enlightens nobody, and benefits nobody.
If you don't believe me, pick a few general religious websites you don't agree with, sign up for their daily newsletters, and see whether those emails preaching at you make it feel worth your time and effort. Then realise that you are doing the same at the people here.
I have nothing against you, mee, and I'm happy for you to stay - but I have to look at the overall community, and the needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few, or the one.