Paladin + Juan
(for lack of a better term) higher aspect of his practice resulting in what Maslow would call a "peak experience"
Experiences such as the "
peak" and more importantly "
the dark night of the
soul" are not prizes to be won as they are advertised by these esoteric
sects. Nor are they status symbols used by the teachers who claim to
have gone through them and are thus closer to God and higher in rank
then the recruits they are currently brainwashing.
The experiences themselves are meant to purify
anyone who is willing to
try and submit his will to the will of God. When a person makes the claim
that they understand that this world is just an illusion, God actually tests
this claim... this is when these experiences come. That moment you realize
that this world is
literally an illusion and the only reality is God, that is
the
peak. Once a person commits, that is when the
dark night comes,
which can last for
years... It is the pain which you have to deal with when
whatever you love the most is taken away from you... and you have to let
it go. This is the sacrifice that you have to make to prove to God that your
claim was genuine. As long as your desires for this world subsist, your pain will to.
The stronger your desires, the deeper the pain... I also think that this test never
actually ends while your still alive. It might ease up after a couple of years,
but you won't ever be "free" of your own stupidity.
So there never really is a point when you get some divine certificate from God
which qualifies you to be a teacher or saint or whatever. Its just a long climb
up a perpetual mountain... And the only guide is God Himself.
Like Paladin, I think I'm with you up to the last paragraph. Would you expand on this?
hmmm I think I had already posted a response by time you posted this...