Namaste Star,I don't think I know what I faith I am anymore..
What if I believe that the Old Testament, was always a incorrect view of God.. and that correcting this view of God was why he came to teach as Jesus.. That is what I tend to think, it is the only way I can understand the old teachings.
You are among friends and fellow travelers. I know your predicament. One thing about our old testament...it is not what Judaism is all about, it is such a fraction of Judaic teachings and understandings it is incredible. I have soooo much appreciation for the 'old testament thinking and G-d' now that I have been studying some with Jews...it is incredible the breadth and scope and love contained in their teachings.
As for China and Japan I agree as well...While I am a follower of Jesus, many claim I cannot be a Christian as I see many paths to heaven....of course so did John Paul when you read his quotes...