I agree I think humans are responsible for the evil and good that gets done. its too whimsical and irrational to try and pick out which parts of life are human, which parts are a god and which parts are a demon.
You agree that humans are responsible for the good and evil that they do?
Can you see also, the way evil can get a grip of people, can overpower them, that in some way is a force?
Can you also see, how love is such a pure thing, but is all too often neglected?
Can you see these two forces?
And how so many examples in life, as how this evil force can get a grip of people.
And how love needs a constant devotion.
Can you see this from life and human reason?
I beleive that love is God.
And that darkness that can get a grip of us, only my devotion to my God can save me from it.
I need to set my heart on my God constantly, it is often called prayer.
It's good to reflect on so many things in our life and grow as people.
It is proven to me, that it is not of myself that i have grown.
But of myself sank in darkness, but even then that darkness was something beyond myself and control, but i did make some steps in it.
I did give myself over to it, although it had the power over me, and over my life to ruin it.
Things only changed for me through prayer, and not just in prayer of words, but of the heart.
You may think it is then even my will, for i set my heart to change.
But that is not true.
My change has come gradual and not something within my power, but i've progressed in a love i before didn't have knowledge of.
It's a hard thing to explain, i think has to be experienced personally.
Can you see at all what i am trying to say, am i wasting my time?