Not arrogance, self-realization. And yeah, Juan did well to point out that along with roses & rainbows, comes the shadow (self). That's part of the realization too!...ah, the arrogance of enlightenment. I remember it well. Think I'll stick with Juan's humbling realizations...we fall far short.
...ah, the arrogance of enlightenment. I remember it well. Think I'll stick with Juan's humbling realizations...we fall far short.
In my exploration it is true that I have an interest, an affinity, an acceptance of religions other than Chrisitanity. And I don't believe that Hindu's and Bhuddists and Athiests are going to Hell. And I don't believe in a new and improved version of Zeus.
But I do call myself a Christian.
As I see Jesus's teachings and his life as something to learn from and emulate. Of all the gurus/teachers, he is the one I put on the top of my list.
Now I don't know if he accomplished all the healings, or whether he rose from the dead, or if he even existed. But none of that detracts from my love of the spirit of Jesus, and being able to learn from the stories.
So I call myself a Christian.
Now you may not call me a Christian, but my question is, Do you call yourself a Christian and why?
I can see where one might suggest this. I don't happen to agree, but then one would accuse of bias. So what's the point in arguing? I see Jesus (and the whole Bible for that matter) teaching common sense. Common sense says deal with the wolf at the door, not spend time worrying about wolves that might or might not be in the field. Why spend time on vain imaginings and fantasies? When one's ox is in the ditch, you get him out.Doesn't this really equate to saying, I'll "pick and choose" the elements from Christian teaching, from what Jesus said to do, that I happen to like ... and discard what isn't convenient, easy, or "natural?" Something about the rosy, rainbow parts, since that other, "dark side, shadow element" is unpleasant to deal with?
I thought I had just got done saying something very similar? Why pointing my own back at me? Because, in the case of self-defense in combination with common sense, it requires a look at the flip side of the same coin? I know there are stories of pocket Bibles stopping bullets, but those are the exceptions, not the rule. Equip an army with pocket Bibles only, and see how far they get against an army equipped with firearms. The 4th Crusade should give a clue how well that theory works. (*The Children's Crusade, it flopped!)Funny thing, if there was ONE Teaching, out of everything Jesus said, which MOST characterized His Message ... I would have thought it was the Golden Rule. I would have thought that THIS part, rather than all that intellectual, quibbly, theological, angels-on-pinheads stuff - appealed to the HEART. Surely THIS, whether or not we take seriously, or seek to practice, the Golden Rule, would matter more than just about anything else the man said.
I apologize for any misunderstanding, but if ever there was an attempt at pseudo-religion of convenience...universalism is all that and more.Hear Hear for the religion of convenience! And who needs that stuff old G.K. Chesterton said anyhow! I guess he was on crack when he said:
"The Christian ideal has not been tried and found wanting;*In a PIG's eye he was.*
it has been found difficult and left untried."
While I too have had the good fortune of knowing many people of many walks who exemplify love, I have to caution myself here in what it is, precisely, that you mean by "follower of Christ" outside of a Christian context. Specifically, what it is you mean by "Christ?" I pause to say, but I am thinking that the Christ "they" follow is not the *Christian* Christ, by your own admission. If so, we are talking apples and oranges, with no comparison possible. Not because my eyes, ears and mind are closed, but because I see very clearly the...misuse...of the term "Christ" in this context. I see a deliberate confusion of the term, (and I suspect nefarious reasons as to why).I have had the good fortune to know many, many people in my short lifetime (a gift, this alone) ... who readily spring to mind, when I hear the word "disciple." Or if we say, "follower of Christ," again, there are many people, both in my personal acquaintance, and in popular literature, media, or of general renown, who I usually imagine.
Not every one of these even called, or calls, themselves Christian, but if any one of them were asked, Do you seek (or would you like) to be Christ-like? ... I believe each one of them would reply YES. And funny thing, not a one is the least bit concerned about policing the religious airwaves, and pronouncing judgment, assessing legitimacy or even "defending their stance."
Despite the objections by some to combative and competitive terminology...what better way to test one's mettle? That is to say, what better way to see if one's religious philosophy has merit, and is valid to what situations present themselves? Sure, one could go through life and expose themselves only to what confronts them directly. But the scholar, the seeker, looks beyond their own personal experiences to include the experiences of others, to hone their "sWord" of faith. I may not ever bear a child as a man, but I can include the experiences of women in childbirth to measure my religious beliefs...as but only one meager example. If my religious beliefs do not measure up, then something is amiss, no?Sparring, if it occurs, will either be purely sportive, or else it will occur because there is some object in mind. Regardless as to what led up to the melee or maelstrom, there is something being disputed - even if we are using tongues for swords, rather than steel.
Commonality between faiths is one thing, seeking to mitigate them all to that commonality at the expense of what individuates them seems to me more than dishonest. I say this with love, not an accusation. My experiences make me wary, and I have to this point found no contrary evidence, at least once the smoke clears and the dust settles...On a thread that seems to inquire if one finds Christ and Christ's Teachings central to one's spiritual path, I note that there is a good deal being said about other faiths, other paths, other religions, and even the possibility that there is something Universally in common, or shared amongst these.
Perhaps, but not by me. I have learned, through ongoing study, that all religions stem from a simple tribal shamanism.Juantoo3, a great deal of energy is being expended to express dissatisfaction with the notion that all religions may proceed from a common source, and with a central meaning or purpose behind all of them.
Yes, and I will continue to do so. I find it quite intolerant, suggesting that square corners should be rounded to fit a more modern mold. If G-d meant for everybody to be the same, He would have given us all "relatively" identical religion all along.Repeatedly you have objected to what you perceive as an effort to dispense with the square corners, and stuff square pegs into round holes
Very well, we'll see.and I think you make it clear that the kind of universalism you despise is that which treats religion (especially the Christian tradition) as if everything's a nail, and just needs a good bit of hammering. It sounds to me like you're highlighting the need to appreciate the diversity of tools in God's workbox, in our OWN workbox, and the fact that the various religions do not exist simply so that we can come along and hammer them together into some kind of discombobulated, unproportional conglomeration. And I agree.
OK...One, please don't kill the messenger. Or to put it a bit more humbly, please try to appreciate that none of us is any more perfect than you are, nor are we necessarily any more practiced (let alone perfected) at the art of convesation, diplomacy and good tact. Often, we perceive others through the distortions of our *own* psychological or religious lens, and so it comes as no surprise that others end up doing the same thing. Despite our best efforts in what starts out as genuine Good Faith, we end up second-guessing our neighbor, if not also ourselves. We fall short ... of the Ideal, and even of our own greater potential.
OK...It is easy, if not necessarily comfortable, to substitute "I" for the words "us" and "we" above. It's not about finding loopholes. It's about I-dentification, walking a mile in another person's shoes, empathy, sympathy (in whatever dose seems appropriate), and Compassion. I know I have the "yes yes yes, don't lecture me" mentality as much as the next guy, but this business about "always wanting to be right" just tends to get in the way. I would gladly trade it in for a single ounce of humilty ... but it seems the ego-hooks often beat me to the *punch* (ahhhhh) ... faster than I can - err, get there, to umm - trade it in.
I can agree with this, to a point. "To hell with the axe" sounds good, and I am certain many would jump at the opportunity. To me, it seems a surrender of common sense. Did not Jesus advise those he sent out to buy a sword, knowing they would be travelling in dangerous territory with brigands and thieves? We are not Jesus...as much as I wish I could be, I am not. I fall short, I need Him to help me. He helps those who help themselves. I do not live in a fairyland...I live in a real world. A real world that, sadly, all too often has brigands and thieves. I will keep my sword, if you don't mind. It helps keep my mind sharp, and on the lookout, as John advised us in Revelations.So the other thing maybe worth considering, is that hopefully, with any luck, we're reaching a point of "let bygones be bygones." This means to hell with the axe. It means the abandonment of the personal agenda. It means the re-dedication, anew, in the clear, calm light of
to whatever it is that you, we, me, us, holds sacred, and dear, and Holy. We have to do this part on our own.
I have tried to read Tielhard...I'm afraid he went right over my head. I'm certain his was a brilliant mind. Perhaps too brilliant. Anyway, he is just a scad outside the boundary of my minds ability to grasp.Teilhard de Chardin spoke in his writings about `Omega Point.' If all of Creation proceeded from the Alpha (or aleph), and has proceeded to the present form of diversity and multiplicity of expression which we now find ... then might it be headed to an `Omega Point' wherein unification and at-one-ment become realized? Not unsurprisingly, Teilhard as a Jesuit priest believed that the Omega Point was Christ, since one of Jesus' utterances was supposed to be that he was the Alpha and the Omega.
I find this idea intriguing, stimulating, encouraging, and even restorative. It brings Hope to me, which sometimes I can find lacking, at least in terms of the world around me ... or even within myself. Omega both personally, on a smaller scale, and for all of Humanity, on a larger scale, seems an uplifting idea. And it continues to catch on, even 5 decades after Teilhard's death. His ideas about the noosphere, too, are very popular, and often come up in discussions about cyberspace, or the digital agora, the forum!
I can see where one might suggest this. I don't happen to agree, but then one would accuse of bias. So what's the point in arguing? I see Jesus (and the whole Bible for that matter) teaching common sense. Common sense says deal with the wolf at the door, not spend time worrying about wolves that might or might not be in the field. Why spend time on vain imaginings and fantasies? When one's ox is in the ditch, you get him out.Doesn't this really equate to saying, I'll "pick and choose" the elements from Christian teaching, from what Jesus said to do, that I happen to like ... and discard what isn't convenient, easy, or "natural?" Something about the rosy, rainbow parts, since that other, "dark side, shadow element" is unpleasant to deal with?
I thought I had just got done saying something very similar? Why pointing my own back at me? Because, in the case of self-defense in combination with common sense, it requires a look at the flip side of the same coin? I know there are stories of pocket Bibles stopping bullets, but those are the exceptions, not the rule. Equip an army with pocket Bibles only, and see how far they get against an army equipped with firearms. The 4th Crusade should give a clue how well that theory works. (*The Children's Crusade, it flopped!)Funny thing, if there was ONE Teaching, out of everything Jesus said, which MOST characterized His Message ... I would have thought it was the Golden Rule. I would have thought that THIS part, rather than all that intellectual, quibbly, theological, angels-on-pinheads stuff - appealed to the HEART. Surely THIS, whether or not we take seriously, or seek to practice, the Golden Rule, would matter more than just about anything else the man said.
I apologize for any misunderstanding, but if ever there was an attempt at pseudo-religion of convenience...universalism is all that and more.Hear Hear for the religion of convenience! And who needs that stuff old G.K. Chesterton said anyhow! I guess he was on crack when he said:
"The Christian ideal has not been tried and found wanting;*In a PIG's eye he was.*
it has been found difficult and left untried."
While I too have had the good fortune of knowing many people of many walks who exemplify love, I have to caution myself here in what it is, precisely, that you mean by "follower of Christ" outside of a Christian context. Specifically, what it is you mean by "Christ?" I pause to say, but I am thinking that the Christ "they" follow is not the *Christian* Christ, by your own admission. If so, we are talking apples and oranges, with no comparison possible. Not because my eyes, ears and mind are closed, but because I see very clearly the...misuse...of the term "Christ" in this context. I see a deliberate confusion of the term, (and I suspect nefarious reasons as to why).I have had the good fortune to know many, many people in my short lifetime (a gift, this alone) ... who readily spring to mind, when I hear the word "disciple." Or if we say, "follower of Christ," again, there are many people, both in my personal acquaintance, and in popular literature, media, or of general renown, who I usually imagine.
Not every one of these even called, or calls, themselves Christian, but if any one of them were asked, Do you seek (or would you like) to be Christ-like? ... I believe each one of them would reply YES. And funny thing, not a one is the least bit concerned about policing the religious airwaves, and pronouncing judgment, assessing legitimacy or even "defending their stance."
Despite the objections by some to combative and competitive terminology...what better way to test one's mettle? That is to say, what better way to see if one's religious philosophy has merit, and is valid to what situations present themselves? Sure, one could go through life and expose themselves only to what confronts them directly. But the scholar, the seeker, looks beyond their own personal experiences to include the experiences of others, to hone their "sWord" of faith. I may not ever bear a child as a man, but I can include the experiences of women in childbirth to measure my religious beliefs...as but only one meager example. If my religious beliefs do not measure up, then something is amiss, no?Sparring, if it occurs, will either be purely sportive, or else it will occur because there is some object in mind. Regardless as to what led up to the melee or maelstrom, there is something being disputed - even if we are using tongues for swords, rather than steel.
Commonality between faiths is one thing, seeking to mitigate them all to that commonality at the expense of what individuates them seems to me more than dishonest. I say this with love, not an accusation. My experiences make me wary, and I have to this point found no contrary evidence, at least once the smoke clears and the dust settles...On a thread that seems to inquire if one finds Christ and Christ's Teachings central to one's spiritual path, I note that there is a good deal being said about other faiths, other paths, other religions, and even the possibility that there is something Universally in common, or shared amongst these.
Perhaps, but not by me. I have learned, through ongoing study, that all religions stem from a simple tribal shamanism.Juantoo3, a great deal of energy is being expended to express dissatisfaction with the notion that all religions may proceed from a common source, and with a central meaning or purpose behind all of them.
Yes, and I will continue to do so. I find it quite intolerant, suggesting that square corners should be rounded to fit a more modern mold. If G-d meant for everybody to be the same, He would have given us all "relatively" identical religion all along.Repeatedly you have objected to what you perceive as an effort to dispense with the square corners, and stuff square pegs into round holes
Very well, we'll see.and I think you make it clear that the kind of universalism you despise is that which treats religion (especially the Christian tradition) as if everything's a nail, and just needs a good bit of hammering. It sounds to me like you're highlighting the need to appreciate the diversity of tools in God's workbox, in our OWN workbox, and the fact that the various religions do not exist simply so that we can come along and hammer them together into some kind of discombobulated, unproportional conglomeration. And I agree.
OK...One, please don't kill the messenger. Or to put it a bit more humbly, please try to appreciate that none of us is any more perfect than you are, nor are we necessarily any more practiced (let alone perfected) at the art of convesation, diplomacy and good tact. Often, we perceive others through the distortions of our *own* psychological or religious lens, and so it comes as no surprise that others end up doing the same thing. Despite our best efforts in what starts out as genuine Good Faith, we end up second-guessing our neighbor, if not also ourselves. We fall short ... of the Ideal, and even of our own greater potential.
OK...It is easy, if not necessarily comfortable, to substitute "I" for the words "us" and "we" above. It's not about finding loopholes. It's about I-dentification, walking a mile in another person's shoes, empathy, sympathy (in whatever dose seems appropriate), and Compassion. I know I have the "yes yes yes, don't lecture me" mentality as much as the next guy, but this business about "always wanting to be right" just tends to get in the way. I would gladly trade it in for a single ounce of humilty ... but it seems the ego-hooks often beat me to the *punch* (ahhhhh) ... faster than I can - err, get there, to umm - trade it in.
I can agree with this, to a point. "To hell with the axe" sounds good, and I am certain many would jump at the opportunity. To me, it seems a surrender of common sense. Did not Jesus advise those he sent out to buy a sword, knowing they would be travelling in dangerous territory with brigands and thieves? We are not Jesus...as much as I wish I could be, I am not. I fall short, I need Him to help me. He helps those who help themselves. I do not live in a fairyland...I live in a real world. A real world that, sadly, all too often has brigands and thieves. I will keep my sword, if you don't mind. It helps keep my mind sharp, and on the lookout, as John advised us in Revelations.So the other thing maybe worth considering, is that hopefully, with any luck, we're reaching a point of "let bygones be bygones." This means to hell with the axe. It means the abandonment of the personal agenda. It means the re-dedication, anew, in the clear, calm light of
to whatever it is that you, we, me, us, holds sacred, and dear, and Holy. We have to do this part on our own.
I have tried to read Tielhard...I'm afraid he went right over my head. I'm certain his was a brilliant mind. Perhaps too brilliant. Anyway, he is just a scad outside the boundary of my minds ability to grasp.Teilhard de Chardin spoke in his writings about `Omega Point.' If all of Creation proceeded from the Alpha (or aleph), and has proceeded to the present form of diversity and multiplicity of expression which we now find ... then might it be headed to an `Omega Point' wherein unification and at-one-ment become realized? Not unsurprisingly, Teilhard as a Jesuit priest believed that the Omega Point was Christ, since one of Jesus' utterances was supposed to be that he was the Alpha and the Omega.
I find this idea intriguing, stimulating, encouraging, and even restorative. It brings Hope to me, which sometimes I can find lacking, at least in terms of the world around me ... or even within myself. Omega both personally, on a smaller scale, and for all of Humanity, on a larger scale, seems an uplifting idea. And it continues to catch on, even 5 decades after Teilhard's death. His ideas about the noosphere, too, are very popular, and often come up in discussions about cyberspace, or the digital agora, the forum!
Wow Mark! I'm envious in the very best way! Can you articulate some of what went into your decision?
Chris
We might as well get off to a better start, then, by looking carefully at what is actually claimed. My understanding and experience is that Gnostics, esotericists, Theosophists and possibly universalists ... don't say, "Here, *this* is the truth." What they claim is that there is One Truth which underlies all religons. It is the foundation, upon which all have been erected.juantoo3 said:Please, be advised, I am wary of any path that looks to claim "the truth," for one and all. One must admit, with even cursory experience with universalism and / or Theosophy, that that is precisely the premise and platform from which they level their "proselyzation." I do not say this to be hurtful, merely experientially factual.
And two wrongs don't make a right! Sure, there are self-ordained ministers, prophets, messiahs and entire sects which are convinced they are both God's gift to the world, *and* somehow in possession of God's ultimate truth. If people of different spiritual inclinations are just gonna sit around and try to one-up themselves ... then they're gonna get nowhere fast. I think I, Brian posted a joke about this somewhere recently - having to do with denominational differences, and the absurdity of all. It's a classic!juantoo3 said:"yeah, but Christianity does it too!"
I look at as, if you happen to be in one of those situations where your patience is being tested, and tolerance strained, then the wolf represents giving in - and losing patience, losing tolerance. We can be stubborn as an ox, and hold to the old ways, or we can get back to the business of plowing the field, preparing the harvest.juantoo3 said:Common sense says deal with the wolf at the door, not spend time worrying about wolves that might or might not be in the field. Why spend time on vain imaginings and fantasies? When one's ox is in the ditch, you get him out.
Please give me your definition, brief and succinct, of universalism. Commentary optional ...juantoo3 said:I apologize for any misunderstanding, but if ever there was an attempt at pseudo-religion of convenience...universalism is all that and more.
Christ, to me, and as I use the term here, refers to the Lord of Love, and Master of Masters, the embodiment of the 2nd Aspect of Godhead. The best thing about discussing this on the Liberal Christian forum, is that you can't tell me that's wrong. At best, you can say, "Oh! That's not what Christ means to me."juantoo3 said:Specifically, what it is you mean by "Christ?" I pause to say, but I am thinking that the Christ "they" follow is not the *Christian* Christ, by your own admission. If so, we are talking apples and oranges, with no comparison possible. Not because my eyes, ears and mind are closed, but because I see very clearly the...misuse...of the term "Christ" in this context. I see a deliberate confusion of the term, (and I suspect nefarious reasons as to why).
Very good points ... *absolutely*!juantoo3 said:Despite the objections by some to combative and competitive terminology...what better way to test one's mettle? That is to say, what better way to see if one's religious philosophy has merit, and is valid to what situations present themselves? Sure, one could go through life and expose themselves only to what confronts them directly. But the scholar, the seeker, looks beyond their own personal experiences to include the experiences of others, to hone their "sWord" of faith. I may not ever bear a child as a man, but I can include the experiences of women in childbirth to measure my religious beliefs...as but only one meager example. If my religious beliefs do not measure up, then something is amiss, no?
Yes, I guess it's about whether we want to celebrate what we have in common, or what distinguishes us. We can choose, and it will grow equally tiresome to harp upon either extreme. No two people on the planet are truly identical. No two are utterly unconnected. We all meet somewhere in the middle. Trite, but true.juantoo3 said:Commonality between faiths is one thing, seeking to mitigate them all to that commonality at the expense of what individuates them seems to me more than dishonest. I say this with love, not an accusation. My experiences make me wary, and I have to this point found no contrary evidence, at least once the smoke clears and the dust settles...
We are *totally* on the same page ... like, uh, totally, dude.juantoo3 said:I find it quite intolerant, suggesting that square corners should be rounded to fit a more modern mold. If G-d meant for everybody to be the same, He would have given us all "relatively" identical religion all along.
See? Here's a wonderful point of similarity between Christianity and Buddhism. We don't hafta talk about Nirvana and Heaven, or look at variations between the concepts of Soul/Anatman between the two. The Buddha taught moderation, and his own spiritual experiences (luxury & excess, then extreme asceticism, and finally balance) emphasize the Middle Way as extremely practical, often more so than the Compassion of the Buddhas - which is nonetheless an ideal.juantoo3 said:I do believe the message of Christ, though bathed in Love, is measured in common sense.
There is strength in vulnerability. (1 Corinthians 1:18-31, Romans 8:26, 2 Cor 12:9-10) God's Holy Spirit is a wonderful instrument of transformation. I welcome you as a brother in Christ.My Dear Friends,
It seems as if a decade has passed since we first began this thread. Along with another thread on heresy, we have explored a vast region of belief. During this time I have been in a secret misery as it were, struggling between belief and non belief. In a very real sense, I began to understand St. John of the Cross for the first time. With the rest of you, I put forth my opinions and ideas, that at the time seemed at least somewhat important. Imagine my chagrin to see how little importance my own cherished ideas have.
In these last few months I began to feel as if I had been stripped of all reason and understanding. Confidence and certitude have flown as surely as a flock of frightened crows. But it is out of this dark night that I think a little light has dawned.
Still feeling pretty raw and vulnerable right now, but after much study, meditation and prayer I have come to a decision and have contacted a local parish here in town to begin the first step of the Rites of Christian Initiation for Adults. It is my intent to convert to Catholicism. I have not discussed this with anyone else except my dear wife Susan, but I wanted those of you whom I consider part of my spiritual household to know.
Thank you for all that you have shared here on this board, and on this forum
All my love
Mark
Both really. Fighting fire with fire? That thinking is: Do unto others as they do unto you. Similar to a reward / punishment or a carrot / stick approach. Works for animal training. Either beat it or bribe it into submission, alignment, or agreement. Love the dog that loves you and hate the dog that hates you. The apathetic or inactive form is an interesting study too: Do NOT do unto others as they do NOT do it unto you.The only time I mentioned "punch" was directly in relation to schoolyard bullies taking one's lunch money. Now, if you are referring metaphorically to "punch" as standing up for oneself, then you're darn tootin' I'm going to defend myself. I do not see hypocracy in that. If you do see hypocracy in self-defense, it is your issue; I will not make it mine.
Now, if by some error of misunderstanding you have taken to believe I suggest physical violence in retaliation for a disputation over religious or other views, then I can see your point and even agree. That is not what I said. One can surely see that I equate arrogance to fire; fight fire with fire, fight arrogance with arrogance. Do unto others...as they have demonstrated they wish to be done unto. The flip side of the same coin. This is common sense, a natural human response of self-preservation. I'll pray for forgiveness for being human later.
I am well aware that words do NOT injure, so you and I are differently well aware. Oh no! Different. I am finding quite a few in the 'hearing a word causes injury' camp. Is a reaction truly an injury chosen by the speaker? I find that a lack of communication causes far greater harm... even wars. I submit that God's will is that the words that can injure are the ones personally spoken. If someone else's words can hurt a person, then how does that person hope to survive death? Words can cause change. Words can inform or mislead, but I submit it is up to the listener to set up the firewall, sort through words and accept or reject them.Yet they can echo in the sub-conscious for a lifetime. I am well aware that words can injure, sometimes worse than weapons of steel.
Well Chris, when I began a period of recovery nine years ago I decided that I needed to throw away everything I knew. I became open to everything God had to offer, as a child might. Since that time I have studied and practiced many things. I think the conversations we have had here in the last few months really began the decision process. Do you remember how we all talked about eclectic spirituality? I began to consider what Thomas talked about, as I have always been a big Thomas Merton fan. I wanted to know what it was driving people to the Cross. What was it I am missing? I dearly love the teachings that the Buddha left for us, and practiced them deeply, but there was still something for me to discover about Christianity, something I had eschewed for so many years because of what I saw as distasteful practice of the right wing. Yet for all the cringing I did when I heard someone go about Jesus, I felt I needed to know one way or the other if there was anything to it, something I had overlooked.
Have you ever gone looking for something, your keys perhaps, and because you couldn't find them, you found yourself looking in the same spot over and over, as if they might magically appear if you pulled open that drawer one more time?
Thats what it felt like.
Now, I think I have a grasp of what it was I was missing. In reading the words of the great Christian mystics I found a lanquage nearly identical to Lao Tsu, Hui Neng, and others. Except here was something that took me beyond even their teachings, wonderful though they were. There was a connection there in the old Christian writings that touched my heart/mind in a way that even deep Zen meditaion could not.
Maybe I'm just hardwired somehow to need this, and maybe others need a different path, I surely don't know. As a matter of fact there is a dearth of things I no longer know, but somehow it seems okay. It seems okay to be completely ignorant and in touch with part of myself that is still innocent in a way. This part of me that feels content to ponder the mystery of Christ. I may never get to say "I know" again ever, but in my heart, that feels okay.
Peace
Mark
My Dear Friends,
It seems as if a decade has passed since we first began this thread. Along with another thread on heresy, we have explored a vast region of belief. During this time I have been in a secret misery as it were, struggling between belief and non belief. In a very real sense, I began to understand St. John of the Cross for the first time. With the rest of you, I put forth my opinions and ideas, that at the time seemed at least somewhat important. Imagine my chagrin to see how little importance my own cherished ideas have.
In these last few months I began to feel as if I had been stripped of all reason and understanding. Confidence and certitude have flown as surely as a flock of frightened crows. But it is out of this dark night that I think a little light has dawned.
Still feeling pretty raw and vulnerable right now, but after much study, meditation and prayer I have come to a decision and have contacted a local parish here in town to begin the first step of the Rites of Christian Initiation for Adults. It is my intent to convert to Catholicism. I have not discussed this with anyone else except my dear wife Susan, but I wanted those of you whom I consider part of my spiritual household to know.
Thank you for all that you have shared here on this board, and on this forum
All my love
Mark
Yeah, there's an element of Christianity that's unique. I think it lies in embracing the essential duality instead of trying to escape or transcend it. There is polemic duality and cooperative duality. Christianity contemplates the latter in a uniquely western way that you don't get from any of the eastern traditions. Thomas and I have talked about that, and I think it's part of what Juan is thrashing on about, although I wouldn't put words in his mouth (or anything else).