It is impossible to not choose, just like it is impossible to eliminate your ego. The attempt to stop all "choosing" requires a choice. Because it is impossible to defeat the ego and therefore not to make choices, I think it is better to focus on better choices.
I tell you it is possible to not choose, because choosing like ego is a result of mind. Through the practice of meditation, this is achieved.
Now, you are perfectly correct that there is a choice to begin meditative practice. You are not choosing to war with mind though, you are not to engage in a battle with ego or anything else. Simply choose meditation and the rest takes care of itself.
I think don't it is possible to make the ego disappear. I think people should focus on redirecting their ego toward doing things that help other people, rather than things that only help the self.
When you function of ego, you cannot do truly good acts, it is always something which will benefit you. There is always a purpose, you don't simply act. Mind is utterly concerned with past or future, it is always a pendulum and meditation can help it to stop its constant swinging.
Again, the choice is whether to take up meditation.
Eliminating desire, just like anything that involves the self or ego, is impossible. I therefore consider it acceptable for Jesus to have desire. He is, after all human.
Desire is a projection into future, an outcome you have decided you want from a set of actions. Again, it is of mind, this is the obstacle. Ego forms through mind based on conclusions, but most importantly through the perception of accomplishment.
Meditation can assist you in dropping this.
I would think that this cursing of the fig tree was symbolic. Why do you think the Gospel writers put it in there? The Gospel writers would not have written down everything about Jesus. If they put something in there, it would have been pretty important. This wasn't filler material.
I have said why it was put there, it is to show that all should bear fruits else they will be punished. Then, Jesus is never depicted as a meditator, in the West this has even dictated our notions of meditation! In the West, meditation is a type of contemplation - this is false. Meditation is simply taking time to sit in utter silence, doing absolutely nothing. Watching all that goes on around you, inside you, but identifying with none of it... just remaining a spectator.
You cannot transcend mind by utilizing mind, this is perfectly correct. You can trick mind into creating a space for a flowering, but all devices are to escape the confines of mind. Meditation is another device, it is merely a way of ignoring mind - not fighting, merely not feeding - and so eventually it will stop trying to assert. We do this with animals too, if they are hyper it is because they want attention. If we ignore, the animal will become calm and go lay down, now the animal is more manageable. It is much the same principal, mind is active because we continue allowing it to become hyper.
How was it about bowing to God? What did Jesus teach us to do? Love your neighbour, don't be judgmental, self-righteous and hypocritical. Be humble. What does God want? The message has been pretty consistent: follow his commandments. The Temple was obviously not being used for that purpose. It was instead a base for organised crime.
Was Jesus humble, loving? He judged quite outwardly, aggressively. For me, this act is exactly hypocritical. You have stated some of his judgments to justify his actions, this is quite telling - clearly you love him so you do not want to see his flaws, you do not see him as a full person.
This was before the Internet and Gutenberg's printing press. The shepherd concept is a anachronism based on an education system that was the most effective in its time. The reason why it seems "enslaving" to you is because you live in a different society. Back then it wasn't slavery. It was liberation. Jesus was like a knight-in-shining armour who came to save the princess. Women today don't need to be saved, but back then, that was your duty as a man.
Sorry, but you don't liberate by creating dependence.
Why do I have to meet the guy? Why can't I just read a book about him and learn from that? If I really needed a guy to be present with me to learn something, then his teachings are practically useless.
You cannot taste his energy from a book, you cannot merge with his being if he is not there. You can learn plenty from a book, but you have gained nothing. This has to be understood of religion: mind is exactly the problem, and by learning you are strengthening it.
Now, brain is still useful, and you will maintain consciousness, but there will not be a constant movement that you know as mind. Thoughts will cease entering and leaving, swaying you this way and that. You lose nothing you have learned, but it does not keep coming to the forefront by itself. If you watch, through an average day, you will see that constantly random things come to mind - from where? A master is merely one who has overcome this randomness, no longer is anything about him accidental.
It's because this was the way many Greek and Roman demigods died. This was the best introduction to the Jewish God the first followers of Jesus had in mind.
I am simply saying that the way he died, why he died is not useful at all other than to create a love for the man... it is an important device in the type of religion Christianity is, but it won't help you transcend.
I am glad you're not a full vegetarian. I dislike being accused of desecrating animals' bodies by eating them.
Well, but you are... it is highly violent. I simply acknowledge this and am grateful to the animal for giving me its nutrients. Nothing in this life is absolutely bad or good, no act... all acts are ultimately irrelevant, temporary.
What is important is to be fully aware of what is going on, this meat you are eating, it has come from a beautiful creator, it has had its life force taken away so that you might be sustained. Do not simply ignore this, every bite remain grateful to the creature.
Out of this awareness, you may decide meat is no longer something you wish to consume, you may decide you don't want to stop eating it - this is not important. Just be aware...
We can't defeat the ego. We just have to be more aware of what it does.
This is a device of ego, it is protecting itself by saying it is indestructible. You are not ego, you are not mind... how can you know? In the very awareness of what it is doing, simply notice that there is a separation. What is watching the ego play these games? You can watch every thought that enters your head, what is watching it? You can watch every action of the body, what is watching it? That watcher is you, but you do not remember.